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It's Your First Saturn Return
Important Saturn Return Bulletin
Turtles
Famous Cousins
Tables
Saturn in Cancer, the Family of Man
Special Poem for Turtles
WHAT ABOUT YOUR SECOND SATURN RETURN? (age 58-60)

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Saturn in Cancer - Earth Angels
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Saturn in Leo - Solar Heroes
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Saturn in Cancer - read at an esoteric level
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Saturn in Cancer - read at esoteric level
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What would you find out if you got a FREE CONSULT about your Saturn Return? WHEN YOU EMAIL ME TO REQUEST YOUR FREE MINI READING PLEASE PUT YOUR BIRTH DATE, TIME AND PLACE AND PUT THE DATE IN WORDS, i.e., JANUARY 1, 1955 NOT 1/1/55. PLEASE INDICATE IF YOU ARE MALE OR FEMALE IF THERE COULD BE ANY DOUBT IN AN AMERICAN'S MIND. Here are some samples. I hope you will see how unique each answer is for that is the beauty of astrology. Also an astrologer will provide a path or map. You should contemplate this information and see if it rings true to you, but that is our job in service to the people we read for.

What I ask in return is that you share the articles with another Turtle!

Nancy R. Fenn

Comments on the series from Turtles:

January 25,2005 I would like to take this opportunity to thank you for your answer and to share my insights in it. I have Saturn Moon conjunction in Cancer and it really plagued me whit emotional problems.I practice hatha yoga for several years, quite ntensively and finally I realize that in order to have my peace  I will need to gain a deep control of my emotions. I don't know how it willlook like because all my life(emotion wise) I was just like a child open, true, spontaneousand I was always punished for that. Anyway I would like to thank you once more for your time and experience.

August 24, 2004 Thank you, Nancy. Your report was enlightening. I think my ascendant is in Aquarius though, with the moon there in opposition to Pluto, and my fourth house in Taurus and Saturn in the sixth house conjunct Mercury as well as Venus. I do want to buddy-up with someone and do the real work I have been blocking. I live in xxx which has a different and very complex sort of conservatism- a challenging place for sure (though I grew up in the States, mostly in xx and xxx.) The[health problem] link rings true, like everything else in your report. It was so good of you to take the time to "imagine" a stranger. With deep appreciation, BA, Israel

Nancy, Firstly I wanted to say thank you for the report that you did send me... I was amazed at how many of the things in there were true. I would love to have a full reprt, but being a South African... with the exchange rate... I can't afford your report. If possible, could you give me an indication of how else I can find a way to get through this period. Also, I'd like to say that I think it is wonderful that you are "out there" helping people when they need it most. Thanks -- Chantelle

[Nancy's note: Chentelle -- I make the exchange rate work for you wherever in the world you are. Make the calculations and send me the corresponding amount in your own currency ... but check with me first!]

July 18, 2004 Reading over what I've written, I want to thank you for providing an audience. I've been over this many times with many people, and yet it is so nice to have a chance to write it, fresh, without having to censor or tailor to protect interested parties. The planets and the cycles of the cosmos also give a certain sense to the stories. And yet, this is only one chapter of my saturn return. I would like to polish this experience, rub and worry it until it reveals its center illumination and then hold it as another light with which to consider new encounters and new adventures. In the meantime I am also interested in general advice for ways to explore and prepare and enjoy this coming transit.

July 17, 2004 just found your site as I'm going through a very difficult "what am I doing? Time is flying so quickly and I feel so utterly lost" phase and so I've stumbled upon the whole Saturn Returns concept. I'm fascinated and enjoyed your site very much. I thought I'd send you an email to say thankyou for some insightful info that may explain my current dilemma. I have, according to your dates, just passed through my Saturn Return. That would explain my impossible moods of late! -- Michelle in Brisbane

July 17, 2004 Reading over what I've written, I want to thank you for providing an audience. I've been over this many times with many people, and yet it is so nice to have a chance to write it, fresh, without having to censor or tailor to protect interested parties. The planets and the cycles of the cosmos also give a certain sense to the stories. And yet, this is only one chapter of my saturn return. I would like to polish this experience, rub and worry it until it reveals its center illumination and then hold it as another light with which to consider new encounters and new adventures. In the meantime I am also interested in general advice for ways to explore and prepare and enjoy this coming transit. -- Sally

July 16, 2004 Hi Nancy, I just found your site as I'm going through a very difficult "what am I doing? Time is flying so quickly and I feel so utterly lost" phase and so I've stumbled upon the whole Saturn Returns concept.

I'm fascinated and enjoyed your site very much.

I thought I'd send you an email to say thankyou for some insightful info that may explain my current dilemma. I have, according to your dates, just passed through my Saturn Return. That would explain my impossible moods of late!

I was born in Melbourne, Australia on xxx at xxam. I now live in Brisbane, Australia and am at a complete loss as to what to do in every aspect of my life! Nothing is fulfilling me and I feel so unmotivated - and now's the time I'm supposed to be making changes! eeep! I have no idea what to do if this is supposed to be such an important time! Have a great day -- Michelle

July 8, 2004 Thanks so much for the reading; you've given me a good many things to look forward to! All of your comments are right on--happily this time
I've avoided a critical partner, instead have one who's very caring-- and, as you suggested, very thorough about the practical side of life. As for relocating, I've certainly enjoyed living in another country--I may have to stay longer! Many thanks for your generous attention; I'll certainly think of you for future readings. Best wishes, KL

July 3, 2004 Dear Nancy, I found your site through a search on "saturn in cancer", and found that you'd told the story of my my life... Thank you for writing so tenderly and honestly for us. As you know well, we need the encouragement!

Very few astrologers have written insightfully -- much less, optimistically -- about this difficult placement. Through your article, I felt deep compassion, and a grounded, "owned" knowledge about this particular emotional history; forgiveness, too, and a permission to forgive myself for being so (seemingly) fatally flawed. You've allowed me to recognize the graces that come with these flaws, which is no small feat ... Thank you, from my heart. My return is coming up soon, and I'm not quite sure how to handle it... --NI

July 3, 2004 Thank you for attending to us turtles in our time of need, we who've been woefully neglected in much of the literature! For me, Saturn in Cancer is critical, chartwise (and life-wise). I've never come across such a hopeful (gentle, encouraging) read; you've led me to perceive my turtleness with much more forgiveness than I'm wont to. Thanks again! (Any words for '76 vintage turtles, though?) -- Laitana

July 1, 2004 wonderful so much to explore here thanks for all the info! -- mFirgens

June 29, 2004 Dear Nancy, I just want to thank you for your saturn return reading that I just recieved. It was wonderful to read and made so much sense!!!! It has helped me enormously!! Thankyou again for taking the time to do this, it is such a wonderful thing to do. Thanks again --xx Nhadine

June 29, 2004 thank you very much for looking at my chart and replying. It was good to read. A relief. I kept on thinking that I was in a situation where if I didn't act very soon then I would have totaly lost the opportunity to shed the necessary bits and bobs. I guess I expect a lot from myself. It is a great relief to hear that the commitment that I keep on expecting myself to make doesn't have to happen tommorrow. -- Richard C. in the UK

June 26, 2004 I'm experiencing a good deal of the types of feelings expressed on your site - trying to figure out my path forward and the "hows" of where I got where I am now: troubled marriage hinging on a few major career decisions, feeling lost in a lot of ways and trying to sort out what I want for the future. I'm interested in exploring my chart for tendencies and pitfalls.

I did read Liz Greene's "Saturn: A New Look at an Old Devil" which I found quite helpful to better understand Saturn's effects on my particular planetary relationships.

I noted in your "turtles" article that ... "who I bring with me on my journey" really spoke to the issues I'm having ... currently. So, basically, I'm just looking for as much information as possible to help me wade through a trying time in my life.

June 21, 2004 I just visited your site and I find it very very interesting. Congratulations for your work on line and for your interest on helping people via your knowledge! I am a big fun of astrology. Its a great tool for personal growth and lately I consult it a lot for personal enlightening. I wonder if you could help me too. I would like to know how Saturn in Cancer influences me and precisely how I can take full advantage of this in my life. -- AX from Greece

June 20, 2004 I cannot believe you actually answered my mail!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so happy to have your feedback!! Thank you, thank you, thank you!!!!
The reason I am looking for advice is that I am a very sensitive person but at the same time want so much peace and harmony in my relationships that I am capable of compromising a lot. I feel the need of nurturing myself and my feelings but I hate being unpleasant or egoist towards people. I understand the notion of balance but where do I stop? My question is: What's the meaning of Saturn in Cancer? Should he make me more responsible towards my feelings (whatever they may be?) or should he push me become more reasonable and cold towards them? In many books I read that feelings are an obstacle towards happiness and peace but then what is the meaning of Cancer? Please take your time... Thank you -- A from Malasia

June 19, 2004 I loved reading your site... God, I needed it! I'm 29 years old, Saturn is in Cancer, and so much of what you wrote about is precisely where I am in life... I would love to get a reading from you, if possible. How much do you charge for a sample chart, consult, map, or path??? I would love it... I visited an
astrologer in SF 1 1/2 year ago and I didn't receive so much clarity. I like how detailed your samples were.

June 16, 2004 My dear dear Nancy, Heavens, what you have said has made me feel that I have made the right choices and that I'm not paranoid or a total dickwit.

I hope you don't mind that this is going to be a rather long email but I feel that you are so accurate that I have to let you know, and I am so thankful - you've helped me enormously. Please consider this as yet more feedback that I hope will validate your choices in life. God I'm sounding pompous, I'm not like this face to face, I normally talk in a way that people feel the urge to pat me on the head.

June 15, 2004 Nancy, your words ring so true you have no idea!! (Actually, you probably do, that's why you said it!) Thank you for the mini-reading and you will absolutely be hearing from me in January when I will purchase a birthday/solar return reading from you (how much are they?). I just have two questions about what you wrote if it's alright: When you say prepare for a lot of responsibility do you know the specific circumstances and when you say important things will be asked of me, do you know what they are? (I think I might need a crystal ball to answer these lol!!) -- N

[Nancy: Birthday/Solar Return Readings are $250. All readings are $250 but there are many to choose from. All your questions are answered, Learn more - CLICK HERE.]

June 7, 2004 Thank you so much Nancy. Thanks for your time. It's greatly appreciated. I will take all into concideration. It was enlightening. --JG

June 5, 2004 Hi! I'm six months from 28 and I just heard about Saturn Return from a dear friend. I am having a very rough time in my life, especially with my xxx and xxx. I will be changing ... assignments in the fall as well, hopefully to find my niche. I'm just writing to you because I want to make the hard choices in my life now and I want to be really happy...now, not 30 years down the road. Can you give me any advice or any more information about this? I would really appreciate it! I think you're doing a wonderful thing, helping in people like you do! I think it's great! Thank you for your time and effort.

June 5, 2004 G’day Nancy, Thanks so much for the brilliant articles… I’d looked at around 30 trying to get a grip on this Saturn Return thing and (until yours) couldn’t find anything even remotely wholesome *grin* It’s pretty funny… here I am sitting awake at 5am, sniffling with a head cold and a mild dose of bronchitis, watching my life just meander through a series of unrelated, semi-chaotic spirals (which humorously, after the past few years could be considered closer to boring than a stress), reading that I’m not a complete nutcase and “in-theory” if I relax, a calmness will prevail. Thanks again.

June 2, 2004 Dear Nancy, have not been able to answer you until now - spent the first 3 days crying. It was very cleansing. I needed to be told some of these things; I knew most of them already for we all do if we listen quietly enough, but need the confirmation. The last couple of weeks has been spent in serious discussion with my husband and myself too, in my head. I have tried to escape this place, literal and figurative, so often before but this time I really was serious for I had made up my mind not to live, or exist, as I have been any longer. I also had the courage this time to face the truth, with your help, about how I truly feel and to no longer ignore what my whole being tells me.... Needless to say thank you is not enough but I am going to go through your findings below. I have been doing this for the last couple of weeks now. Have to keep editing out the emotional dross so please bear with me. I will be in touch soon. -- JK

June 2, 2004 Dear Nancy, Words cannot convey my gratitude. Thank you for giving so generously of your knowledge, wisdom and time. What you have written is what my heart has known, but my mind has had difficulty in understanding and accepting. We are so conditioned to accept the idea of an ideal family. In my heart, I have always known that Mother/Father God are my parents and that humanity is my family. Let it now be so ... I accept the truth, and it does set me free. You are so right on! ... Thank you, thank you, thank you ... I will read and re-read your message whenever I need encouragement and inspiration. -- Karen

June 1, 2004 I came across your writings on a website today as I was doing research on Saturn Return, because I am approaching my own. I am 29 years old and have Saturn in Cancer.

I was encouraged and supported by your writings. I love how you support people to be courageous and brave and make choices that take you closer to your authentic self. It is SCARY to think to do so, but one must ultimately trust the world - that it will care and provide as you follow the path to a more authentic life. There is so much growth and change going on at this time - I would love to receive any more specific insight from you!

May 19, 2004 i becam 28yrs old in april .I believe i will be having saturn return this year.Past five or six yrs were very harsh for me.I had left my education after high school.But now all of sudden i have started it just a month back. I am living in xxxx country due to my husbands work.But we dont know how long we will be here.I want to know will we have to move back to yyy country?which in my heart i dont want.

i want to know if i can complete my education here or i will have to leave it again in between.also i have no medical problems but still not been able to conceive. thank you for taking out time to read this mail.

May 18, 2004 Thank you, that was wonderful!!! Please let me know if there is anyway you accept tips, through paypal, etc. Thanks again! -- Tanya

[Nancy's note: I do accept tips of any amount and am very grateful for them. Send tips through nancy@bemyguide.net at www.paypal.com]

May 17, 2004 Hi there Nancy, Thank you so much for your artical about the Saturn Return and the real life articals about what people experienced at there Satrun Return. I was checking out dates for the time when the return will happen... I have been feeling really depressed latley and lost. I know something is about to change dramatically but I don't know what it will be. This causes anxiety and I am really nervouse in a way. But thank you to your artical I can relax more and trust the universe that it will support me and help me to make the right choices to adjust my live for the better. -- Andrea

May 17, 2004 Tonight I found your site. I was looking for information on Saturn's current transit of Cancer and after trying so many sites I just finally went to Google and entered the key-words. Your's was the 3rd listed. I spent so much time reading about those born with Saturn in Cancer for does it not make one realise that each carries their own wound in a particular way but the lessons conferred and the pain felt is so much more intense with this placement. Not to mention the 'aloneness' of the task. I was greatly impressed by your words. I was greatly impressed with your kindness and understanding and even more so your ability to understand the 'unspoken' behind each of those persons mentioned.

I finally carried on searching further with bemyastrologer and found your offer of an interpretation of the current transit of Saturn in Cancer for Cancerians. I would like and very much feel the need for such an interpretation, for this my second Saturn in Cancer return, and would ask how I go about obtaining it.

May 16, 2004 My name is Xxx and I just finished reading your article "29 Years Old and Your First Saturn Return: Please Pay Attention!". I just turned 28 years old on April 21, and I wonder if I'm going through this already....I was married two years to a man I dated for six years before marriage, and recently got divorced (was finalized in January of this year) and moved from Xxx out here to Xxx to try to change my life. Before I moved, I was working two dead-end jobs, one as a waitress and another as a veterinary technician. My mother always wanted me to be a vet, but I realized that I did not want this career and decided against vet school. I'm not sure what I want to do with my life, but I feel it is perhaps in ecology. Since moving to Xxx, I have become involved in volunteer work, which is very rewarding for me. I'm sorry to give you all of these details, but I was wondering if you could tell me when my Saturn return is taking place....did I start early with the divorce and the move? Thank you so much in advance for your time. -- Jo

[Nancy's note: I will answer this one here because it is of general interest. Your Saturn is at 26 degrees Cancer and the Return will take place the first two weeks of October 2004 (also the first two weeks in Dec. 2004 and again in the middle of June 2005) so you aren't that far ahead as far as moving and career are concerned. That might be more important that the marriage in the long run, or so it would seem by the timing. The timing points us in the direction of further change regarding career. It also emphasizes that perhaps moving halfway across the country was critical to later success as well.]

May 13, 2004 was born on the xx October 1974. I have been told that my Saturn return will last for another 15 months? This seems quite a long time
considering your chart tells me that it will only last for a few days in
July? (I'm not sure if I read that correctly?)

I feel as though I am hitting brick walls everywhere I turn at the
moment and am not moving in the direction I want to... In your articles
you say that people that make things happen in their Saturn return will
be rewarded by this, I am trying to make changes but they don't seem to
be working. Does this mean I will find everything hard until my next
Saturn return? [Nancy's note: NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That is taking things too literally. Spirit will guide you to what is easy, to what "wants" to happen ... read more.!]

May 12, 2004 Thank you so much for the insight into my (upcoming) Saturn return. I think you've touched on certain themes that I recognize through my life to this point, and it's interesting to me to see them clear and in print from someone who never met me. I have to say that I suspected I was going through my return early, as I've been "cleaning house" since about October 2001 (age 26!) but have continued to run into the same roadblocks over and over even after being brave (or reckless). Maybe I'm just gearing up for the final sweep...I'm certainly not lazy or shy.... In any case, I find your reading incredibly interesting and will definitely keep your words in mind as I proceed on my path.

April 26, 2004 I was doing a search online for Saturn in Cancer and I found your website with all the wonderful information. It was cathartic and I feel somewhat better about the difficult transition that I am undergoing right now. My birth date is xxx. The last few years has been particularly tough for me. I'm not sure where to begin but if you need more information, I'll be glad to tell you all. Thanks again for your wonderful website, -- Chris

April 21,2004 Thank you so much for you encouraging and enlighting website. I have spent hours on end in my recent past trying to uncover my inner self, and without the aids of those who already "know" it would be much more difficult.
Would you please email me a sample of my own saturn return? Thanks again! --TG

April 19, 2004 You are so beautiful! Yes, everything you say makes sense and I am going in the direction you said.... I realised over the weekend that I've been putting my life on hold while waiting for my ambition to materialize. I am now considering taking up further studies and pursuing an academic career maybe in a year or two. Dear Nancy, your reply has been such a comfort to me. I would like to order a vocational analysis from you.... -- Ck in the UK

April 6, 2004: Your report was a surprise form me - in positive sense. On one hand it is sad, but on the other it gave me kind of relief and hope, that I will find my peace at last. Everything you wrote I have been feeling since my early childhood, but it was deep unconcscious and you brought it to surface for me.
All the time I tried hard to supress the feeling of alientation and isolation (with positive thinking, trying to adapt etc.), but it did not work. It is interesting, that I met a few atrologers, counsellors, and none of them told me these information. Maybe it was not proper time then. It is so new and at the same time also so well-known for me. I have a lot to think about. I think I´am on my way of accepting that all at last - instead of rejection or resistence. I will try hard not to expect so much from the people/friends and accept them as they are. I´am also sure that it ist not impossible to connect to the friends I have on the other side, I have some interesting experience from the past on which I think I can build - now when I know what it was. -- Ana in Bulgaria

April 5, 2004: Thank you Nancy, this is exactly spot-on information. It couldn't have been more accurate if you had known me my entire life! I really appreciate you taking the time to do this for me, it is very kind of you. I need some time to digest, if I have any specific questions I will let you know. I have some friends my age who I think would benefit from this, I will be certain to refer them your way. -- Carrie in the UK

April 1, 2004: Nancy thankyou so much for the time you have invested in me. I truly appreciate your words of wisdom and I am sure that I will gain strength from it. Your comments about my family are true. My father came from a very poor and violent background. My mother is half Aboriginal and so received much discrimination and then domination by my father. I think your comments about my relationship with my Dad are also true. I will print out your words and read them again to try and take them in a little better. I think your advice about counselling is good. In fact I have already started this. I will do all I can to maintain my strength and good will. Thankyou so much!! -- BT in Australia

March 29, 2004: Since Aug 2002 my life has been turned upside down an inside out after leaving my abusive husband and two children, whom I miss dearly. Its been a traumatic road and I want to make sure I make the right decisions to set me on the path to my next Saturn return. However, my birth date (March 30 1976) is mysteriously missing from your chart.
-- Tammy in Perth

Yes, Tammy, your Saturn is at 26 degrees Cancer. Your Return will take place October 1-18, 2004; November 28 through December 17, 2004 and again June 15 through June 22, 2005. Thank you for calling this to my attention. I will correct it on the webpages. Nancy

March 29, 2004: was reading your comments about the Saturn Return analysis of others with similar birth dates to mine, and I found them to be extremely revealing! I was wondering if you would briefly do mine, if you have the time. If you need any more information, please let me know and I'd be happy to provide it. -- CM

March 25, 2004: I love your website and I love your articles about Saturn return -Cancer/Turtles, they help me a lot! English is not my "native language", so please sorry my possible mistakes :). Do you really offer free reading for people with Saturn in Cancer? I am interested in everything connected with spirituality, Soul, right life path. Till now, I have tried so many things on myself, experimented with teachings, travelled the world, developed nice carreer, made some money, bought flat....but I am still not satisfied. Tell you the truth, since Saturn is in Cancer, I am living in hell.... I have a feeling that I lost my track completely. Imagine tarot cards Death together with Tower and that´s it. Since summer I have been living in deep depression and can see no end in this dark tunnel. And I tried everything in order to find, from astrology, numerology, to reincarnation therapy....seems that nothing helped! ... You can use my data if you wish, of course I do not mind. I recommend your page to my friends (all abroad) with pleasure! I have already done that :). -- Sioux Woman from Bratislava

March 24, 2004: I stumbled upon your article on the Saturn return today, it's great, and no doubt one of those things I needed to see RIGHT NOW!! My exact Saturn return is July 18-25 of this year. My life is just as your described....for quite a few months now, I have completely withdrawn.... -- Salty Dog

March 23, 2004: Can I have a Saturn Return reading. I am 29, birthday xx.xx.74. I am experiencing a bit of a confused turmoil. Yes I am there. Relationship is odd, no job, no money, living with grandparents. But I am trying to reach out to what's out there. I know something has to give for the better. Please help.....peace love and joy -- Nicole

March 23, 2004: I'm going to continue reading this article, it so perfectly describes what's happening! It answers so many questions that I have a hard time determining what role Pluto is playing in my chart, the Saturn stuff seems to describe everything I've been noticing!! -- SD

March 22, 2004: BURNING QUESTION: So Saturn is in Cancer until NEXT year. Does this mean that my Saturn return, at the end of THIS July, will bring my "surprise", or will it not be until next year, when Saturn moves on?? I can't find answers to that question. THANKS SO MUCH for an incredible article!! Your answer to that question is GREATLY appreciated! Thanks again and take care. -- Melissa

The answer to Melissa's question: You get the surprise AT your Saturn Return and do not have to wait until Saturn leaves the sign.

March 21, 2004: Thank you for your response to my email. It's made life a little easier knowing that it really is just a difficult time. A number of your points were right on...I am very hard on myself. Interesting point with the past life. Hadn't really thought much about anything like that before, but it is an interesting way to explain why I've never quite fit in anywhere...Thanks again for your response it was quite helpful to my state of mind. -- M in the US

March 20, 2004: THANK YOU NANCY. I REALLY APPRECIATE YOUR INSIGHT INTO MY CHART AND CAN RELATE TO EVERYTHING THAT YOU SAID. IT IS INTERESTING TO GET ANOTHERS VIEWPOINT ON MY LIFE AND WHO I AM. THANKS AGAIN -- KATE

March 15, 2004: I found the mini series on Saturn Return fascinating. But was crestfallen to discover that the count stopped at May 1976. My birthday is in July 1976, so Im expecting my return in September 2005. Please, do you plan to update the article? That would be lovely. Thanks. -- ZHT in Indonesia

The answer to ZHT is "Yes, I will defnitely be moving forward into Saturn in Leo and so on." -- nrf

March 10, 2004: was surfing the net and came across something you had written about the saturn return. My name is xx Jon I am a 29 year-old male and an amateur astrology student. I was wondering if you would be ever so kind as to do a brief email reading detailing my current life situation. I have felt saturn knocking at my door recently and I am curious to hear what the stars say about this hectic time in my life. -- Jon in Canada

March 8, 2004: I HAVE BEEN READING YOUR WEBSITE WITH GREAT INTEREST AND AM EAGER TO KNOW ABOUT MY SATURN RETURN. ANY INSIGHT YOU CAN SHARE WITH ME IS GREATLY APPRECIATED. I HAVE SATURN IN CANCER IN THE 10TH HOUSE AND MY SATURN RETURN IS NEXT SUMMER 2005 I THINK. I AM CURRENTLY STUDYING TO BE A TEACHER AFTER SPENDING MMOST OF MY TWENTIES TRYING TO FIND MYSELF AND NOT BEING TOO BOTHERED ABOUT 'CAREER OR RESPONSIBILITY ETC' I FEEL NOW I AM TRYING TO PREPARE MYSELF FOR
MY 30S BY DOING SOMETHING THAT IS WORTHY OF MY OWN POTENTIAL. WILL MY SATURN RETURN BE RELATED TO THIS? PERHAPS YOU CAN TELL HOW IT WILL EFFECT ME, I DON'T KNOW ENOUGH ABOUT ASTROLOGY TO TELL.THANK YOU FOR ANY HELP YOU CAN GIVE. -- Kate in the UK

March 3, 2004: I have never been more moved by the words of someone i have yet to meet. I just found your Blog and you sound like an extraordinary woman.... Thanks so much for you time and care. You have a very generous soul and I will be sure to follow your site with interest. -- Kait in Melbourne

March 1, 2004: I read your article of solar return and got to know the event that happen with individual at his solar return. My date of birth is xxx (Place of birth is Gurgaon, INDIA) i.e i am on the verge of solar return and quite truely i am very much under pressure to make some hard decisions. Can u please tell me some of my future trends or what decision should i take at this moment so that my life for the next 30 years is not painful. -- Ravi in Gurgaon

February 28, 2004: I am fascinated by the depth of which your article details Saturn's return. For the last couple of years everyone from my well informed GP to my spiritually aware great aunts have told me about this stage. For some time have been aware of a gentle knock at the door but it seems in the last month someone has been trying to hack in down with a axe. Choices need to be made and through your web-site I have realised that the time is now. -- Kait in Melbourne

February 24, 2004: After a day, hah, more like months of facing each day wondering when the undescribable daily struggles will end...internal struggles more than external...I had to find out what is going on with me. Apparently I'm in my Saturn Return...so much of what you described seemed to be fitting. If you can give me any more information on my Saturn Return I would really appreciate it . This period has been so lonely and seems like such a daily struggle that the only thing that seems to help is learning as much as I can about what's going on. Any insight would be greatly appreciated. -- Melissa in California

February 14, 2004: My name's Paul. I read your great article about the first Saturn Return and it really hit home. -- Paul in Australia

February 10, 2004: Your site offered great insight on this period of my life. As scary as it may be, I feel better prepared for the coming years. -- name not given

February 8, 2004: Hi - thank you so much for providing such a valuable site - it is wonderful. I am about to enter my Saturn return and I was wondering of you could give me a little more information about my bith information - it is xxx. My life so far has been a mix of great blessings and great losses, so I am wondering how best to proceed- thanks so much -- Michele in the Midwest

February 7, 2004: I'm a 29 year-old Taurus who is weathering my current return fairly well. Much pain, yes. But pain that I recognize as growth. My own birth info: xxx. I'd certainly appreciate any more specific information regarding my current return that you are able to offer me. What you offer online has already helped my headset immensely. Thanks. -- Carl in the US

February 6, 2004: Thank you very much for the insightful mini-reading. I really appreciate this information you sent me. It helps me to know that what I am feeling does have a purpose and provides an opportunity for my advancement. Much of what you wrote rings true to me... and I am not talking a little ring like from a tinkle bell, I mean more like a spirit shaking ring of a gong! -- Melanie in Texas

February 2, 2004: Before I continue, let me say that I truly enjoy your site(s). Such refreshing and affirming humor. Sorry it's taken me longer than I'd hoped to write you back! I'm trying to wade through my second semester of graduate school and it is a real treat to be able to reflect on your comments after a long day of studies. Thank you so much for helping me to gain more insight [about] my Saturn return. Much of what you have recognized is very spot-on, especially the part about being resistant to change, yet experiencing all-encompassing changes ...someone has called them "life makeovers." I suspect that I am getting a life makeover right now. It's taking a little longer than the 'facial' that I thought I'd come in for! I guess we 8th-house Saturns just aren't as cryptic as we think we are:-)

I will take your reminder about emotional resilience to heart. You have given me much to think about. Thank you. -- Eirene in the UK

January 23, 2004: Tonight, I had the immense privilege of reading your extensive article on Saturn in Cancer ... as beautiful, disturbing, wrenching and impressive a piece of work as I have seen in a very long time. My God, what an exceptional text you have produced. I feel genuinely humbled to have received the experience of this remarkable manuscript. I just want to grab people by the lapels and make them sit down and absorb this extraordinary creation. -- Rebecca in NY

January 16, 2004: I've been reading your website about people born with Saturn in Cancer and am fascinated. It mentions that you do free mini Saturn readings via e-mail - is this true? [Nancy's note, yep!] If so, could you do one for me because I am really struggling at the moment (as are many of my friends of my age) and would love to have some astrological insight into that. -- Amy in London

January 2, 2004: What a wonderful thing it is that one minute I can be tapping away on a keyboard and the next I am receiving such help from afar. What you said really resonated with me and has helped clarify some matters in my life. It's nice to be reassured!! You're so right that I feel drawn to come back to my village but when I'm here, though I find ways to make myself useful, I find it hard to commit to being here. Aahh.. as I'm writing this I'm finding some answers I think but I'm thinking I would like to go for a more in depth report.... -- Nigel in the UK

January 2, 2004: Thank you for your response. I am amazed how accurate you were about my family issues.... -- Azure from Canada

January 1, 2004: Nancy - I can't thank you enough for taking so much time to look over my chart and reply to me. I was expecting a few lines so I am totally overwhelmed and extremely grateful! Everything that you have said makes complete sense to me. -- CK from London

December 26, 2003: I read your description of the Cancer Saturn Return on the web and found it incredibly helpful. I wonder if you could give me some advice on my own saturn return? -- Kirsten in Cambridgeshire, UK

December 26, 2003: Wow, what an enlightening article. I am 29 this year and I've been feeling so many different things. Thank you for helping me define and understand all of my frequently changing, tumultuous emotions. -- Tara

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EARTH ANGELS - Saturn in Cancer

Xxx1 [click to see the chart] (female with Saturn in Cancer)

You will have a lifetime of developing your spirituality. You have many gifts in the healing arts, such as psychic, intuition and you have a great love of the truth. You have great wisdom and insight to impart to others, once you begin to have confidence in yourself in these ways. Especially your intuition is a gift of god. Many people do not truly understand what intuition is all about, so take some time to learn about this for yourself.

These gifts are quite separate and apart from your emotional development. and it will take awhile before you can integrate them well into your own self though you have always been able to apply them in helping others.

Sometimes perhaps you become philosophical about something before your have "nursed your wounds" emotionally.

You have unlimited potential in the use of your higher mind and will do well with a lifetime of learning, be it formal or informal. The things you will want to learn about are worldviews, systems of belief, perhaps mythology, world religion, belief systems and things that others think are not practical, but you are learning that the way a person looks at the world determines everything, every single thing, that happens to them later.

You will always be wanting to "know" things and not at the superficial level. You want to understand how the world works, how people work, what it means to be a human being and what are the eternal truths about human nature. Other fields of interest may be philosophy, psychology, and the new areas of the healing fields that are developing today. Try to make sure that you allow time for yourself amidst the busy-ness that usually surrounds you. It is good to take a walk, read a book, and do things that allow you to communicate with the higher power, with nature and to enlarge your aura.

Meditation is probably the single most important thing you could do in this lifetime. It is important for everyone but for you, it is your greatest gift and entry into the world we are describing. Almost every town has places that teach meditation for free. Make sure you choose the "best". Ethics are of the utmost importance to you in this lifetime. Learn to look with your OWN eyes and you will learn to ignore trendy things and the big marketplace where people talk about something but do not really understand it.

You have a great a love for people which you express in a philosophical way, with the way you believe in people and their ability to progress in their development, whoever they are. You will help many, many people in your lifetime, but always your own family will be the most important. In order to do this, sometimes you must go off on your own and seek your own counsel. Learn to draw away from the crowd, even the crowd of close friends, the demand of daily schedule, and find some time to reflect on life.

One piece of advice: do yourself the best favor you can and have a family with a man who will be reliable financially and materially. You have had many lifetimes in which you were the sole provider and you know in your soul (two English words with different meanings and the same sound) what a backbreaking and impossible burden this is. You are an incredibly reliable person yourself and will always do everything you need to do to fulfill your end of your bargain with others. but this is not the most fair thing to yourself. Find out what it is like to have an adult partner who can also pull their share of the load and you will have more joy in your life.

In addition, providing yourself with a loving and stable home permits you a secure home base from which you can explore these other worlds. You will have many responsibilities in your life and will take them on gladly In some ways you may also be responsible for your brothers and sisters later on if not already. Also you may become interested in making sure others, people in general, will know the benefits of a good education and receive one. And you could chose to become a spiritual teacher or guide, whether formally or informally.

You have a great love for your family, although there have been probably many disappointments. You will be interested later on in understanding in much greater depth what this is all about, your heritage and the sorrows your family has come to terms with over their heritage.

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EARTH ANGELS - Saturn in Cancer

Xxx3 [click here to see chart] (female with Saturn in Cancer)
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You have a rather unique situation, Xxx. You have a large destiny (!) one might say. There is much that fate has in store for you, fate being the outworking of character. You have chosen a difficult life but a very important and rewarding life. As you get older, it will become lighter and there will be a real sense of transcendence, release, freedom and glory for the second half (after 45). Until them, it may be a bit of an uphill climb. You may not experience any real JOY until then either, but it is the promise of this chart that you will fall in love with life and live in glorious joy on a sustained level later on. That may sound ridiculous at the moment but remember my words. Also, if you have suffered many losses lately, a complete wipeout?, take heart. It is loss for gain.

You may feel overwhelmed at the moment and powerless from time to time but let's take a larger look at your life.

You will likely have many responsibilities in your life, far more than most, and should certainly wind up at the head of something if not "just" your own family, a business or enterprise, a community effort, etc. And you will have all of the rich rewards that come with being responsible and providing for others. Most of this will be a joy. However, I do see an enormous amount of power, authority and responsibility. This may seem like a bad joke to you at the moment, but you will grow into it and really will not be able to avoid it.

For someone with as much personal power as you, ;life is difficult in the beginning. As you begin to assume some responsibility and use the power wisely, it gets easier because actually you will feel much more comfortable that way rather than looking up to people who don't know their --- from a hole in the ground.

The key is to get yourself into a position of power and then heal yourself by seeing that you use it wisely. The greatest power there is in this world is love. It is emotional.

HowEVER. at the same and more importantly, you must seek your own path in life and you must seek it ardently and "religiously", if you will. In this lifetime, you are looking for communion with your own Soul. Its lovely voice got drowned out somewhere along the way when it was crowded out by the demands and chatter of others. There are too many people in your life and this needs to be sorted out. Ultimately most of the people in your life should be subordinates which permits you to use your power wisely and at the same time seek your Soul in every way possible, reading, philosophy, religion, faith, language, art, travel, etc, but in time alone. One of your goals might be to make enough money to give you the time to explore such things in your spare time. Money = time in today's world.

It is increasingly imperative to find hope, inspiration and renewal in your own spiritual growth and in connecting and communing with your Soul.

Ultimately your chart is about power and the power of love. I do not say this tritely. I certainly don't mean "love" like Hugh Grant (!) Love is the alchemical power of changing lead to gold. Love is an active force in the world, in your world, and in the world of those you will govern.

You have intimate knowledge of the power of emotions, for good or ill. You are no stranger to darkness nor to psychology. You are a born psychologist but this is just a tool. You are to transcend the psychological after completing your emotional healing and become a spiritual being.

No great undertaking, no great commitment, no act of greatness was ever pursued from an intellectual perspective but rather because of an appeal to the emotions. This is what you are here to rediscover and to enforce cleanly in your own world.

Women are the guardians of the emotional realm and are guilty of some of darkest manipulation and destructiveness because of this, although it is difficult to "label" because, like poison, it kills secretly and in the dark. This is the dark realm, the underside of psychology. After you heal from whatever has stung you and hurt you so deeply -- there was little nurturing in your world but also a great deal of manipulation that is very, very difficult to sort out, also because you do not wish to be not responsible for your own condition. Please separate responsibility for understanding and label your inner territory clearly and properly. It is true that in the powerlessness of childhood, people do do things TO other people. Your greatest responsibility is to label this properly, perhaps even as evil, and to move on into the light, and into your greater destiny.

You have chosen a very arduous life but you are the strongest person you are ever likely to know.

Let me know if you have question about this. I would like to know what your chosen career is at this point and perhaps I can make some suggestions. Your career is more important in some ways than it is to others. It is the vehicle through which you will exercise your power for good in the world.

Would you like to know about your Saturn Return? Email me. WHEN YOU REQUEST A FREE MINI READING PLEASE PUT YOUR BIRTH DATE, TIME AND PLACE AND PUT THE DATE IN WORDS, i.e., JANUARY 1, 1955 NOT 1/1/55.

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SOLAR HEROES - Saturn in Leo

If you were born roughly between August 1946 through August 1948 and June 1976 through July 1978, your Saturn is in Leo and you are a Solar Hero. Read more. A full set of articles similar to the ones on Saturn in Cancer will be published soon. Check back, please.

Xxx2 [click here to see chart] (male with Saturn in Leo)
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You have greatness within you and you are cowering before it. You want to lead your fellow men but you found out you were going to lead them down a blind alley to a dangerous dead end and it freaked you out. So now you are badly shaken and licking your wounds. Well, you're not the first man in the world that happened to. Be so glad it happened now and not 20 years from now. It was like a Saturn Return and will make your real one much easier. The real one comes in approximately October 2005.

The lights have gone out temporarily in your world and you think some great power failed or more importantly failed YOU, but what you don't realize is that YOU are the person who is supposed to rekindle that fire. You are the Sun you are looking for. You are the warmth you are looking for. You are the caring creator you are looking for. Find this out and then you can lead other men from darkness to light which is your dearest desire. Re-Create yourself. Create your life and then other men will follow you. You are free to create any way you choose for you are omnipotent.

There is greatness within you. Saturn is in the 10th house. Obviously I'm not describing greatness in some stupid Sunday School sense, like you'll go to heaven someday if your shoes are all in a row in your closet and you never step on an insect and never masturbate or hurt a girl's feelings. Good grief. Get on with it. Life is an exciting adventure or it is nothing at all.

That's why I suggested reading about the real lives of real men who accomplished something "of greatness" and I don't mean some stupid missionary somewhere or saint or someone with no red blood in them. Read about men who took life on their own terms and wrestled it down to size! Read about complicated men who struggled with themselves, personifying it in nature, but it was their own nature, the darkness within.
When the world rejected Churchill, he learned to do masonry and built walls. In so doing, he rebuilt himself, his world. We create these things. We are creators.

Read Joseph Conrad. The trip down the Amazon is the one you are presently taking.

What you need, my dear young man, is a hero. And if you can't find one, shame on you. Keep looking until you find one because ultimately it is you.

Heroes are everywhere, past, present and future. Personally I prefer mine in literature and history. They're a little hard to come by out here in Jamul, California. Churchill and the Duke of Wellington inspire me tremendously and they had their struggles but they were so much more than that. You aren't the only person in the world whose map fell apart. Keep a sense of humor. Keep looking until you find what it is that is great in us, in humans, in spite of all our stumbling around.

You are not an atheist. You are the farthest thing from an atheist, but you looked in all the wrong places for god and I strongly suggest it was to find someone/something, some greater power that you could easily please. You can be very lazy that way and sort of smirking about your greatness. So now that you don't believe in God anymore, you have your greatness back in the cheapest way possible. You diminished God so that makes you a man? Think again. It's not that easy.

What you are looking for is inside of you. You are the God you wanted and you, unfortunately, are not an easy God to please. See what you have done to yourself. It is really marvelous.

Someday when you're an old man in a rocking chair, you can look back and figure all that out but for now, move forward. You aren't cut out to be a philosopher which is what that kind of religion really is, and it upset you to find that out because it upset your little world where you like to have all the dishes washed and put away. Real life isn't like that . It is much more wonderful than that. Much more complicated than that and it takes some red blood to get out there and get a hold of it. In the real world, people throw up, break dishes, leave them sitting on the sink for days. Some people, for heaven's sale, don't even have dishes and some people honestly prefer to use their hands instead. Life is a multifarious and very wonderful thing, a coat of many, many colors and you chose a very vapid world that fortunately evaporated in time for you to get a real life.

You can be as passive as a 13 year old girl sometimes. Don't sit there and wait for it to present itself to you, go looking for it.

Find a hero and emulate him and quit wandering around "looking for one". They are everywhere and I challenge you immediately to find one and get on with it. Then you will see what we are capable of and you will find that within yourself.

Your fear of the bible and all that is fear of your greatest weakness which is your desire to please someone or something very pastey and worthless, and you know it. You fought that away from you so you would not take that easy route, would not sell out, but YOU did it so at least you have done something! You want to write the real bible but you have to live a little to be able to do that.

You used to try and please God because you thought that was something you could easily do (be honest with yourself, that is the truth). When you found out it was a crock of shit, now you are very afraid because you know something is really going to be asked of you. Don't worry, you can do it! Look in the mirror and please the only god that really matters, YOU. You are a very demanding God to please and you will not let yourself get away with anything superficial. That is how it is written in your own personal bible.

Be glad because you are going to get the best out of you. You will not settle for what religion would have asked, which is practically nothing, the kind of religion you were holding hands with. The kind of religion you will find within yourself won't hold your hand and look longingly into your eyes, she will throw herself down on top of you and ask that you be a man.
God is within. Read Tolstoy.

I would be more than happy to do a complete reading for you but in the meantime, print this out and carry it around with you for a few years.

I don't get this mean with everybody but this guy challenged my first go 'round and was feeling very sorry for His Great Self :-)

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Xxx4 [click to see the chart] (male with Saturn in Cancer)
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Yours is the kind of chart that deserves a few hours of interpretation to get into it with you because we are splashing around, snorkeling and scuba diving and then all of a sudden there's the Marianas Trench.

But I'm sure you know that. Your relationship with your mother is everything in this chart. It is deep, complicated, fraught with tremors, betrayals, desires, perhaps manipulation, loss,unconsciously eroticized, painful, deep, etc. When someone has Moon/Pluto, a good working knowledge of psychology is not optional. This can be especially hard for a male because separating from the mother is a difficult task for all of us and espeically for a male with a mother like this where there is such evidence of bonding. Was she also tragic, lost, wounded ????? That makes it even harder to "leave" her. If she was bitter and hateful, it is also hard to leave her because you never got any mothering and it is hard to leave the table half empty. I will not know the answers to these things because they aren't shown in the chart but you can ket me know if you want further amplification.

You are attached to your mother or mother figure in ways you may not even know there are ways and it is a lifetime of exploring the ramifications of this and learning to channel these emotional energies (which you think are cerebral) into something constructive. Hopefuly she expressed some loving qualities which will help with this though she could have been a constant psychic drain on you, feeding off your emotional life to keep herself going -- the moreso if she did not seem to be doing that on the surface.

I would recommend some form of artistic expression like art or music for therapeutic value, to help you express some of this and to be in the presence of others who have struggled through pain and difficulties to a place of greater understanding (most great artists). A good working knowldge of psychology is a must -- hopefully something positive and life affirming like Jungian :-) since you have that nice Sag North Node!

More than most, way more than most, your relationship with mother and Mother determines your relationship with the world around you and including your career and the ways you express yourself in that arena. Your public persona is tied to or controlled by your mother to an unusual degree and especially if you don't think it is which means you are not conscious of her tremendous pull on you, for good or ill.

A sister or brother may also be idealized here as an inspirational energy in your life or you may like to treat others in this monklike way -- "brothers and sisters", like St. Francis. The problem might be not to make the sibling too bright because that only makes the mother darker. If you make the mother darker and sibling lighter you "split" and must work with that Libra energy to balance -- like the Balance card in the Tarot deck, particularly as portrayed by Lady Frieda Harris in the Crowley deck. The Balance lady seems to be standing perfectly still but it is her never-ceasing DANCE that creates you and me and the world. Also like Mighty Oya of Africa. Because she dance, I AM YOU ARE.

You would like to ignore most of these things as they require you to visit those dark areas in the inner world that men feel overwhelmed with anyway. [Visit Anima Meets Animus if interested in more information.] You are likely either attracting (1) very psychologically complicated intense women or male partners who put you into that somewhat dark and chaotic emotional world or they act it out for you or (2) you refuse to go there at all and stick with people who don't raise that level of desire in you, who couldn't possibly "rock your boat" so to speak. That would be hiding out in the Libra second house and all that Gemini/Neptune energy.

As I said, a little psychology goes a long way here!

Someone with Moon/Pluto and a Stellium in the 2nd is yearning to have it happen TO them, being relieved of their emotional virginity and having erotic desires forced on them so to speak and at the same time trying to never let that happen, perhaps even feeling superior in some way ("safe") when others seem to lose control and "go off the deep end".

It is not possible for me to see which side you are working at the moment but both must be dealt with. A trip to the intense depths and then a stay on dry ground, while you integrate and balance, then back down you go.

There is actually a three pronged circuit here. The order in which you do them and your awareness that you have to touch each base of the triangle periodically is what will keep you both dynamic and stable.

Triangle:

1. dark moon/mother, sorrow, pain, separation, longing, things to be sublimated in career or in helping others without drowning in them or being suffocated by them -- I wonder if you had asthma as a kid ?

2. 2nd house/Libra - work hard, make lots of money, have beautiful things (but don't own beautiful people, please! that's bad use of #1 and #2) keep it all balanced and aesthetically pleasing and try to forget that there are dark places you have to visit from time to time in yourself if you're conscious or in others if you make them do it to you/for you -- and things that you see in others and yourself that aren't all pretty, polished and "cleaned up", things you desperately try to avoid but which chase you nonetheless

3. spiritualized teaching and learning, even fleeing from human entanglements to commune with the divine -- Wagner's Ring operas with the divine twins are a good reference point for all these energies and for the depth you have coupled with a desire to communicate -- there is a challenge here because you want so much to communicate but what you are going to have to communicate about is never going to go into words (!) Most with a chart like this have to sublimate into an art form, whether avocationally or vocationally. Even just listening to great music , for example, or looking at the Hagia Sophia is a form of communication or communion because you are in communion with the person who created this work of art and you are understanding what they are trying to say and you are no longer alone

There is a trap door in your chart because you are such an eloquent or melodious communicator with a turn of phrase -- you must not rip yourself off by being "glib and smooth" in a self rewarding circuit -- always ask yourself if what you are saying s the highest truth of which you're capable. If you don't challenge yourself this way you could hide out your entire life in thinking you are communciating when really you are just tuning your intrument. You are a virtuoso in this area but you need to play the right music! (metaphor, natch)

If you go to #3 without stopping by #1 from time to time you'll have nothing meaningful to say though you will say it beautifully.

If you go to #2 without stopping in at # 1 from time to time ("called or not, the gods come") you will become depressed and "heavy" and try to escape into the material world by rationalizing why you are avoiding your own depths or why you keep attracting people who take you deep sea diving when you thought it was an afternoon in the jacuzzi -- this use of energy would leave you with some whopping psychological hangovers, feeling raped, betrayed, full of rage and even just very, very depressed from time to time

This chart is all about what you have to teach others ultimately and on the esoteric level what you have to teach others is how to balance light and dark but first you have to do it yourself (in this lifetime ... you know how to do this because you have practiced as a wizard in former lifetimes, but this time, it's the real thing!)

If you know deep astrology, Tarot, you are working with the Gemini Magician here, the person who duels with the polarities of good and evil. There is no escaping it. The Libra will balance the polarities of good and evil, dark and light -- like the black and white squares on the floor of the temple -- there is not going to be gray in your life but a visit to black, then white, then black then white. If you get good enough at it, it looks gray but it's not gray. There is a LOT of power here.

If you are learning the Qabala, you will want to take the magic path not the spiritual one.

I can't give a chart like this a very mundane reading because it isn't that kind of life for you. I suggest finding stable employment that permits you to explore the inner universe and in relationships with others and that permits you to own and enjoy and learn about, etc., great works of art, literature, music, architecture, etc. You could be quite lucky at making money with that packed 2nd house but will only enjoy it to pursue other things of interest.

Have to stop for now since this is for free. Good luck and thanks for writing. Sorry for typos, etc.

Xxx5 [click to see the chart] (female with Saturn in Cancer)
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I have you chart now and am looking at it.

The choice of a career -- or rather the choice to HAVE a career is significant at this time and will be one of the most important things you could do to succeed in life in the next 30 years! Teaching is probably a good goal since your Sun is in the 9th house but there will come a day -- and I know this will surprise you to hear this -- that you will be very interested in the material world and the things that money can buy, so try to train for as good a job as you can!

You have a very "transcendantal" chart -- your life is mostly going to be about setting yourself free to be all that you can be. You don't think like others, you don't process the world like others, you dont' have the same values, outlook, goals or desires (!)

If ever I have been tempted to use the word "channel" it would be with this chart. You simply do not breath the same air that others breath!! So ... I suppose the thing to do is to lovingly get used to this and to be willing to explore every corner of the universe as time and opportunity present themselves. You have a cosmc mind and the dimensions within you to give
this expression, It is not a "small", "personal" lifetime. The things that concern you are global, timeless and eternal. You are concerned about the future of humanity, the direction of evolution and cultivation of the best in the human spirit. YOu may eventually do a great deal to help redistribute resources in the world.

Your life will have several distinct chapters and each time the "set" changes, so to speak, you will have grown and changed a lot. Eventually you will discover and teach that the only sure thing in life is change and the
only safe place to be is expecting it.

Each time you have a major change in your life, your life will get better by
the way..

You also have strong telepathic and prophetic gift. Although you are "casual" person, you have great impact on those around you, the moreso as
you get older.

Last but not least, your mother or your childhood relationship to your
mother is what holds you back but you must also see the postiive in it and
let this inspire you.

Thank you for writing and expressing interest in the Saturn Return. The
only significant Saturn Return task at hand for you is to get steady work
and you're well udnersay with that so your Return should be a "breeze".

Would you like to know about your Saturn Return? Email me. WHEN YOU REQUEST A FREE MINI READING PLEASE PUT YOUR BIRTH DATE, TIME AND PLACE AND PUT THE DATE IN WORDS, i.e., JANUARY 1, 1955 NOT 1/1/55.

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The masks on this page are from Florentine Masks and are used with their permission. Masks in all cultures and throughout the ages have had the numinous qualities of powerful archetypes. In astrology, we compare your mask to your Persona or personality, as distinct from your Spirit or Soul. Thus you may and we do exchange masks during our lifetimes, particularly when Saturn cross the Ascendant. This is an event which happens every thirty years. The Spirit and the Souls are eternal and do not change. Feel free to change your mask! It is an heroic act of self love.

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