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It's
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Important Saturn Return Bulletin
Turtles
Famous Cousins
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Special Poem for Turtles
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Fenn
Comments
on the series from Turtles:
January 25,2005 I would like to take this opportunity to thank you for your answer and to share my insights in it. I have Saturn Moon conjunction in Cancer and it really plagued me whit emotional problems.I practice hatha yoga for several years, quite ntensively and finally I realize that in order to have my peace I will need to gain a deep control of my emotions. I don't know how it willlook like because all my life(emotion wise) I was just like a child open, true, spontaneousand I was always punished for that. Anyway I would like to thank you once more for your time and experience.
August 24, 2004 Thank you, Nancy. Your report was enlightening. I think my ascendant is in
Aquarius though, with the moon there in opposition to Pluto, and my fourth house
in Taurus and Saturn in the sixth house conjunct Mercury as well as Venus. I do
want to buddy-up with someone and do the real work I have been blocking. I live
in xxx which has a different and very complex sort of conservatism- a
challenging place for sure (though I grew up in the States, mostly in xx and
xxx.) The[health problem] link rings true, like everything else in your
report. It was so good of you to take the time to "imagine" a stranger.
With deep appreciation, BA, Israel
Nancy,
Firstly I wanted to say thank you for the report that you did send me...
I was amazed at how many of the things in there were true. I would love
to have a full reprt, but being a South African... with the exchange
rate... I can't afford your report. If possible, could you give me an
indication of how else I can find a way to get through this period.
Also, I'd like to say that I think it is wonderful that you are "out
there" helping people when they need it most. Thanks -- Chantelle
[Nancy's
note: Chentelle -- I make the exchange rate work for you wherever in
the world you are. Make the calculations and send me the corresponding
amount in your own currency ... but check with me first!]
July 18,
2004 Reading over what I've written, I want to thank you for providing
an audience. I've been over this many times with many people, and yet
it is so nice to have a chance to write it, fresh, without having to
censor or tailor to protect interested parties. The planets and the
cycles of the cosmos also give a certain sense to the stories. And yet,
this is only one chapter of my saturn return. I would like to polish
this experience, rub and worry it until it reveals its center illumination
and then hold it as another light with which to consider new encounters
and new adventures. In the meantime I am also interested in general
advice for ways to explore and prepare and enjoy this coming transit.
July 17,
2004 just found your site as I'm going through a very difficult "what
am I doing? Time is flying so quickly and I feel so utterly lost"
phase and so I've stumbled upon the whole Saturn Returns concept. I'm
fascinated and enjoyed your site very much. I thought I'd send you an
email to say thankyou for some insightful info that may explain my current
dilemma. I have, according to your dates, just passed through my Saturn
Return. That would explain my impossible moods of late! -- Michelle
in Brisbane
July 17,
2004 Reading over what I've written, I want to thank you for providing
an audience. I've been over this many times with many people, and yet
it is so nice to have a chance to write it, fresh, without having to
censor or tailor to protect interested parties. The planets and the
cycles of the cosmos also give a certain sense to the stories. And yet,
this is only one chapter of my saturn return. I would like to polish
this experience, rub and worry it until it reveals its center illumination
and then hold it as another light with which to consider new encounters
and new adventures. In the meantime I am also interested in general
advice for ways to explore and prepare and enjoy this coming transit.
-- Sally
July 16,
2004 Hi Nancy, I just found your site as I'm going through a very difficult
"what am I doing? Time is flying so quickly and I feel so utterly
lost" phase and so I've stumbled upon the whole Saturn Returns
concept.
I'm fascinated and enjoyed your site very much.
I thought I'd send you an email to say thankyou for some insightful
info that may explain my current dilemma. I have, according to your
dates, just passed through my Saturn Return. That would explain my impossible
moods of late!
I was born in Melbourne, Australia on xxx at xxam. I now live in Brisbane,
Australia and am at a complete loss as to what to do in every aspect
of my life! Nothing is fulfilling me and I feel so unmotivated - and
now's the time I'm supposed to be making changes! eeep! I have no idea
what to do if this is supposed to be such an important time! Have a
great day -- Michelle
July 8,
2004 Thanks so much for the reading; you've given me a good many things
to look forward to! All of your comments are right on--happily this
time
I've avoided a critical partner, instead have one who's very caring--
and, as you suggested, very thorough about the practical side of life.
As for relocating, I've certainly enjoyed living in another country--I
may have to stay longer! Many thanks for your generous attention; I'll
certainly think of you for future readings. Best wishes, KL
July 3,
2004 Dear Nancy, I
found your site through a search on "saturn in cancer", and
found that you'd told the story of my my life... Thank you for writing
so tenderly and honestly for us. As you know well, we need the encouragement!
Very few
astrologers have written insightfully -- much less, optimistically --
about this difficult placement. Through your article, I felt deep compassion,
and a grounded, "owned" knowledge about this particular emotional
history; forgiveness, too, and a permission to forgive myself for being
so (seemingly) fatally flawed. You've allowed me to recognize the graces
that come with these flaws, which is no small feat ... Thank you, from
my heart. My
return is coming up soon, and I'm not quite sure how to handle it...
--NI
July 3,
2004 Thank you for attending to us turtles in our time of need, we who've
been woefully neglected in much of the literature! For me, Saturn in
Cancer is critical, chartwise (and life-wise). I've never come across
such a hopeful (gentle, encouraging) read; you've led me to perceive
my turtleness with much more forgiveness than I'm wont to. Thanks again!
(Any words for '76 vintage turtles, though?) -- Laitana
July 1,
2004 wonderful so much to explore here thanks for all the info!
-- mFirgens
June 29,
2004 Dear Nancy, I
just want to thank you for your saturn return reading that I just recieved.
It was wonderful to read and made so much sense!!!! It has helped me
enormously!! Thankyou again for taking the time to do this, it is such
a wonderful thing to do. Thanks
again --xx
Nhadine
June 29,
2004 thank you very much for looking at my chart and replying. It was
good to read. A relief. I kept on thinking that I was in a situation
where if I didn't act very soon then I would have totaly lost the opportunity
to shed the necessary bits and bobs. I guess I expect a lot from myself.
It is a great relief to hear that the commitment that I keep on expecting
myself to make doesn't have to happen tommorrow. -- Richard C. in the
UK
June 26,
2004 I'm experiencing a good deal of the types of feelings expressed
on your site - trying to figure out my path forward and the "hows"
of where I got where I am now: troubled marriage hinging on a few major
career decisions, feeling lost in a lot of ways and trying to sort out
what I want for the future. I'm interested in exploring my chart for
tendencies and pitfalls.
I did read
Liz Greene's "Saturn: A New Look at an Old Devil" which I
found quite helpful to better understand Saturn's effects on my particular
planetary relationships.
I noted
in your "turtles" article that ... "who I bring with
me on my journey" really spoke to the issues I'm having ... currently.
So, basically, I'm just looking for as much information as possible
to help me wade through a trying time in my life.
June 21,
2004 I just visited your site and I find it very very interesting. Congratulations
for your work on line and for your interest on helping people via your
knowledge! I am a big fun of astrology. Its a great tool for personal
growth and lately I consult it a lot for personal enlightening. I wonder
if you could help me too. I would like to know how Saturn in Cancer
influences me and precisely how I can take full advantage of this in
my life. --
AX from Greece
June 20,
2004 I cannot believe you actually answered my mail!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I
am so happy to have your feedback!! Thank you, thank you, thank you!!!!
The reason I am looking for advice is that I am a very sensitive person
but at the same time want so much peace and harmony in my relationships
that I am capable of compromising a lot. I feel the need of nurturing
myself and my feelings but I hate being unpleasant or egoist towards
people. I understand the notion of balance but where do I stop? My question
is: What's the meaning of Saturn in Cancer? Should he make me more responsible
towards my feelings (whatever they may be?) or should he push me become
more reasonable and cold towards them? In many books I read that feelings
are an obstacle towards happiness and peace but then what is the meaning
of Cancer? Please
take your time... Thank you -- A from Malasia
June 19,
2004 I loved reading your site... God, I needed it! I'm 29 years old,
Saturn is in Cancer, and so much of what you wrote about is precisely
where I am in life... I would love to get a reading from you, if possible.
How much do you charge for a sample chart, consult, map, or path???
I would love it... I visited an
astrologer in SF 1 1/2 year ago and I didn't receive so much clarity.
I like how detailed your samples were.
June 16,
2004 My dear dear Nancy, Heavens, what you have said has made me feel
that I have made the right choices and that I'm not paranoid or a total
dickwit.
I hope you don't mind that this is going to be a rather long email but
I feel that you are so accurate that I have to let you know, and I am
so thankful - you've helped me enormously. Please consider this as yet
more feedback that I hope will validate your choices in life. God I'm
sounding pompous, I'm not like this face to face, I normally talk in
a way that people feel the urge to pat me on the head.
June 15,
2004 Nancy, your words ring so true you have no idea!! (Actually, you
probably do, that's why you said it!) Thank you for the mini-reading
and you will absolutely be hearing from me in January when I will purchase
a birthday/solar return reading from you (how much are they?). I just
have two questions about what you wrote if it's alright: When you say
prepare for a lot of responsibility do you know the specific circumstances
and when you say important things will be asked of me, do you know what
they are? (I think I might need a crystal ball to answer these lol!!)
-- N
[Nancy:
Birthday/Solar Return Readings are $250. All readings are $250 but there
are many to choose from. All your questions are answered, Learn more
- CLICK HERE.]
June 7,
2004 Thank you so much Nancy. Thanks for your time. It's greatly appreciated.
I will take all into concideration. It was enlightening. --JG
June 5,
2004 Hi! I'm six months from 28 and I just heard about Saturn Return
from a dear friend. I am having a very rough time in my life, especially
with my xxx and xxx. I will be changing ... assignments in the fall
as well, hopefully to find my niche. I'm just writing to you because
I want to make the hard choices in my life now and I want to be really
happy...now, not 30 years down the road. Can you give me any advice
or any more information about this? I would really appreciate it! I
think you're doing a wonderful thing, helping in people like you do!
I think it's great! Thank you for your time and effort.
June 5,
2004 Gday Nancy, Thanks so much for the brilliant articles
Id looked at around 30 trying to get a grip on this Saturn Return
thing and (until yours) couldnt find anything even remotely wholesome
*grin* Its pretty funny
here I am sitting awake at 5am,
sniffling with a head cold and a mild dose of bronchitis, watching my
life just meander through a series of unrelated, semi-chaotic spirals
(which humorously, after the past few years could be considered closer
to boring than a stress), reading that Im not a complete nutcase
and in-theory if I relax, a calmness will prevail. Thanks
again.
June 2,
2004 Dear Nancy, have not been able to answer you until now - spent
the first 3 days crying. It was very cleansing. I needed to be told
some of these things; I knew most of them already for we all do if we
listen quietly enough, but need the confirmation. The last couple of
weeks has been spent in serious discussion with my husband and myself
too, in my head. I have tried to escape this place, literal and figurative,
so often before but this time I really was serious for I had made up
my mind not to live, or exist, as I have been any longer. I also had
the courage this time to face the truth, with your help, about how I
truly feel and to no longer ignore what my whole being tells me....
Needless
to say thank you is not enough but I am going to go through your findings
below. I have been doing this for the last couple of weeks now. Have
to keep editing out the emotional dross so please bear with me. I will
be in touch soon. -- JK
June 2,
2004 Dear Nancy, Words cannot convey my gratitude. Thank you for giving
so generously of your knowledge, wisdom and time. What you have written
is what my heart has known, but my mind has had difficulty in understanding
and accepting. We are so conditioned to accept the idea of an ideal
family. In my heart, I have always known that Mother/Father God are
my parents and that humanity is my family. Let it now be so ... I accept
the truth, and it does set me free. You are so right on! ... Thank you,
thank you, thank you ... I will read and re-read your message whenever
I need encouragement and inspiration. -- Karen
June 1,
2004 I came across your writings on a website today as I was doing research
on Saturn Return, because I am approaching my own. I am 29 years old
and have Saturn in Cancer.
I was encouraged
and supported by your writings. I love how you support people to be
courageous and brave and make choices that take you closer to your authentic
self. It is SCARY to think to do so, but one must ultimately trust the
world - that it will care and provide as you follow the path to a more
authentic life. There is so much growth and change going on at this
time - I would love to receive any more specific insight from you!
May 19,
2004 i becam 28yrs old in april .I believe i will be having saturn return
this year.Past five or six yrs were very harsh for me.I had left my
education after high school.But now all of sudden i have started it
just a month back. I am living in xxxx country due to my husbands work.But
we dont know how long we will be here.I want to know will we have to
move back to yyy country?which in my heart i dont want.
i want
to know if i can complete my education here or i will have to leave
it again in between.also i have no medical problems but still not been
able to conceive. thank you for taking out time to read this mail.
May 18,
2004 Thank you, that was wonderful!!! Please let me know if there is
anyway you accept tips, through paypal, etc. Thanks again! -- Tanya
[Nancy's
note: I do accept tips of any amount and am very grateful for them.
Send tips through parklanefenn@gmail.com at
www.paypal.com]
May 17,
2004 Hi there Nancy, Thank you so much for your artical about the Saturn
Return and the real life articals about what people experienced at there
Satrun Return. I was checking out dates for the time when the return
will happen... I have been feeling really depressed latley and lost.
I know something is about to change dramatically but I don't know what
it will be. This causes anxiety and I am really nervouse in a way. But
thank you to your artical I can relax more and trust the universe that
it will support me and help me to make the right choices to adjust my
live for the better. -- Andrea
May 17,
2004 Tonight I found your site. I was looking for information on Saturn's
current transit of Cancer and after trying so many sites I just finally
went to Google and entered the key-words. Your's was the 3rd listed.
I spent so much time reading about those born with Saturn in Cancer
for does it not make one realise that each carries their own wound in
a particular way but the lessons conferred and the pain felt is so much
more intense with this placement. Not to mention the 'aloneness' of
the task. I was greatly impressed by your words. I was greatly impressed
with your kindness and understanding and even more so your ability to
understand the 'unspoken' behind each of those persons mentioned.
I finally
carried on searching further with bemyastrologer and found your offer
of an interpretation of the current transit of Saturn in Cancer for
Cancerians. I would like and very much feel the need for such an interpretation,
for this my second Saturn in Cancer return, and would ask how I go about
obtaining it.
May 16,
2004 My name is Xxx and I just finished reading your article "29
Years Old and Your First Saturn Return: Please Pay Attention!".
I just turned 28 years old on April 21, and I wonder if I'm going through
this already....I was married two years to a man I dated for six years
before marriage, and recently got divorced (was finalized in January
of this year) and moved from Xxx out here to Xxx to try to change my
life. Before I moved, I was working two dead-end jobs, one as a waitress
and another as a veterinary technician. My mother always wanted me to
be a vet, but I realized that I did not want this career and decided
against vet school. I'm not sure what I want to do with my life, but
I feel it is perhaps in ecology. Since moving to Xxx, I have become
involved in volunteer work, which is very rewarding for me. I'm sorry
to give you all of these details, but I was wondering if you could tell
me when my Saturn return is taking place....did I start early with the
divorce and the move? Thank you so much in advance for your time. --
Jo
[Nancy's
note: I will answer this one here because it is of general interest.
Your Saturn is at 26 degrees Cancer and the Return will take place the
first two weeks of October 2004 (also the first two weeks in Dec. 2004
and again in the middle of June 2005) so you aren't that far ahead as
far as moving and career are concerned. That might be more important
that the marriage in the long run, or so it would seem by the timing.
The timing points us in the direction of further change regarding career.
It also emphasizes that perhaps moving halfway across the country was
critical to later success as well.]
May 13,
2004 was born on the xx October 1974. I have been told that my Saturn
return will last for another 15 months? This seems quite a long time
considering your chart tells me that it will only last for a few days
in
July? (I'm not sure if I read that correctly?)
I feel
as though I am hitting brick walls everywhere I turn at the
moment and am not moving in the direction I want to... In your articles
you say that people that make things happen in their Saturn return will
be rewarded by this, I am trying to make changes but they don't seem
to
be working. Does this mean I will find everything hard until my next
Saturn return? [Nancy's note: NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That is taking things too literally. Spirit will guide you to what is
easy, to what "wants" to happen ... read
more.!]
May 12,
2004 Thank you so much for the insight into my (upcoming) Saturn return.
I think you've touched on certain themes that I recognize through my
life to this point, and it's interesting to me to see them clear and
in print from someone who never met me. I have to say that I suspected
I was going through my return early, as I've been "cleaning house"
since about October 2001 (age 26!) but have continued to run into the
same roadblocks over and over even after being brave (or reckless).
Maybe I'm just gearing up for the final sweep...I'm certainly not lazy
or shy.... In any case, I find your reading incredibly interesting and
will definitely keep your words in mind as I proceed on my path.
April 26,
2004 I was doing a search online for Saturn in Cancer and I found your
website with all the wonderful information. It was cathartic and I feel
somewhat better about the difficult transition that I am undergoing
right now. My birth date is xxx. The last few years has been particularly
tough for me. I'm not sure where to begin but if you need more information,
I'll be glad to tell you all. Thanks again for your wonderful website,
-- Chris
April 21,2004
Thank you so much for you encouraging and enlighting website. I have
spent hours on end in my recent past trying to uncover my inner self,
and without the aids of those who already "know" it would
be much more difficult.
Would you please email me a sample of my own saturn return? Thanks again!
--TG
April 19,
2004 You are so beautiful! Yes, everything you say makes sense and I
am going in the direction you said.... I realised over the weekend that
I've been putting my life on hold while waiting for my ambition to materialize.
I am now considering taking up further studies and pursuing an academic
career maybe in a year or two. Dear Nancy, your reply has been such
a comfort to me. I would like to order a vocational analysis from you....
-- Ck in the UK
April 6,
2004: Your report was a surprise form me - in positive sense. On one
hand it is sad, but on the other it gave me kind of relief and hope,
that I will find my peace at last. Everything you wrote I have been
feeling since my early childhood, but it was deep unconcscious and you
brought it to surface for me.
All the time I tried hard to supress the feeling of alientation and
isolation (with positive thinking, trying to adapt etc.), but it did
not work. It is interesting, that I met a few atrologers, counsellors,
and none of them told me these information. Maybe it was not proper
time then. It is so new and at the same time also so well-known for
me. I have a lot to think about. I think I´am on my way of accepting
that all at last - instead of rejection or resistence. I will try hard
not to expect so much from the people/friends and accept them as they
are. I´am also sure that it ist not impossible to connect to the
friends I have on the other side, I have some interesting experience
from the past on which I think I can build - now when I know what it
was. -- Ana in Bulgaria
April 5,
2004: Thank you Nancy, this is exactly spot-on information. It couldn't
have been more accurate if you had known me my entire life! I really
appreciate you taking the time to do this for me, it is very kind of
you. I need some time to digest, if I have any specific questions I
will let you know. I have some friends my age who I think would benefit
from this, I will be certain to refer them your way. -- Carrie in the
UK
April 1,
2004: Nancy thankyou so much for the time you have invested in me. I
truly appreciate your words of wisdom and I am sure that I will gain
strength from it. Your comments about my family are true. My father
came from a very poor and violent background. My mother is half Aboriginal
and so received much discrimination and then domination by my father.
I think your comments about my relationship with my Dad are also true.
I will print out your words and read them again to try and take them
in a little better. I think your advice about counselling is good. In
fact I have already started this. I will do all I can to maintain my
strength and good will. Thankyou so much!! -- BT in Australia
March 29,
2004: Since Aug 2002 my life has been turned upside down an inside out
after leaving my abusive husband and two children, whom I miss dearly.
Its been a traumatic road and I want to make sure I make the right decisions
to set me on the path to my next Saturn return. However, my birth date
(March 30 1976) is mysteriously missing from your chart.
-- Tammy in Perth
Yes,
Tammy, your Saturn is at 26 degrees Cancer. Your Return will take place
October 1-18, 2004; November 28 through December 17, 2004 and again
June 15 through June 22, 2005. Thank you for calling this to my attention.
I will correct it on the webpages. Nancy
March 29,
2004: was reading your comments about the Saturn Return analysis of
others with similar birth dates to mine, and I found them to be extremely
revealing! I was wondering if you would briefly do mine, if you have
the time. If you need any more information, please let me know and I'd
be happy to provide it. --
CM
March 25,
2004: I love your website and I love your articles about Saturn return
-Cancer/Turtles, they help me a lot! English is not my "native
language", so please sorry my possible mistakes :). Do you really
offer free reading for people with Saturn in Cancer? I am interested
in everything connected with spirituality, Soul, right life path. Till
now, I have tried so many things on myself, experimented with teachings,
travelled the world, developed nice carreer, made some money, bought
flat....but I am still not satisfied. Tell you the truth, since Saturn
is in Cancer, I am living in hell.... I have a feeling that I lost my
track completely. Imagine tarot cards Death together with Tower and
that´s it. Since summer I have been living in deep depression
and can see no end in this dark tunnel. And I tried everything in order
to find, from astrology, numerology, to reincarnation therapy....seems
that nothing helped! ... You can use my data if you wish, of course
I do not mind. I
recommend your page to my friends (all abroad) with pleasure! I have
already done that :). --
Sioux Woman from Bratislava
March 24,
2004: I stumbled upon your article on the Saturn return today, it's
great, and no doubt one of those things I needed to see RIGHT NOW!!
My exact Saturn return is July 18-25 of this year. My life is just as
your described....for quite a few months now, I have completely withdrawn....
-- Salty Dog
March 23,
2004: Can I have a Saturn Return reading. I am 29, birthday xx.xx.74.
I am experiencing a bit of a confused turmoil. Yes I am there. Relationship
is odd, no job, no money, living with grandparents. But I am trying
to reach out to what's out there. I know something has to give for the
better. Please help.....peace love and joy -- Nicole
March 23,
2004: I'm going to continue reading this article, it so perfectly describes
what's happening! It answers so many questions that I have a hard time
determining what role Pluto is playing in my chart, the Saturn stuff
seems to describe everything I've been noticing!! -- SD
March 22,
2004: BURNING QUESTION: So Saturn is in Cancer until NEXT year. Does
this mean that my Saturn return, at the end of THIS July, will bring
my "surprise", or will it not be until next year, when Saturn
moves on?? I can't find answers to that question. THANKS SO MUCH for
an incredible article!! Your answer to that question is GREATLY appreciated!
Thanks again and take care. -- Melissa
The
answer to Melissa's question: You get the surprise AT your Saturn Return
and do not have to wait until Saturn leaves the sign.
March 21,
2004: Thank you for your response to my email. It's made life a little
easier knowing that it really is just a difficult time. A number of
your points were right on...I am very hard on myself. Interesting point
with the past life. Hadn't really thought much about anything like that
before, but it is an interesting way to explain why I've never quite
fit in anywhere...Thanks again for your response it was quite helpful
to my state of mind. -- M in the US
March 20,
2004: THANK
YOU NANCY. I REALLY APPRECIATE YOUR INSIGHT INTO MY CHART AND CAN RELATE
TO EVERYTHING THAT YOU SAID. IT IS INTERESTING TO GET ANOTHERS VIEWPOINT
ON MY LIFE AND WHO I AM. THANKS AGAIN -- KATE
March 15,
2004: I found the mini series on Saturn Return fascinating. But was
crestfallen to discover that the count stopped at May 1976. My birthday
is in July 1976, so Im expecting my return in September 2005. Please,
do you plan to update the article? That would be lovely. Thanks. --
ZHT in Indonesia
The
answer to ZHT is "Yes, I will defnitely be moving forward into
Saturn in Leo and so on." -- nrf
March 10,
2004: was surfing the net and came across something you had written
about the saturn return. My name is xx Jon I am a 29 year-old male and
an amateur astrology student. I was wondering if you would be ever so
kind as to do a brief email reading detailing my current life situation.
I have felt saturn knocking at my door recently and I am curious to
hear what the stars say about this hectic time in my life. -- Jon in
Canada
March 8,
2004: I HAVE BEEN READING YOUR WEBSITE WITH GREAT INTEREST AND AM EAGER
TO KNOW ABOUT MY SATURN RETURN. ANY INSIGHT YOU CAN SHARE WITH ME IS
GREATLY APPRECIATED. I HAVE SATURN IN CANCER IN THE 10TH HOUSE AND MY
SATURN RETURN IS NEXT SUMMER 2005 I THINK. I AM CURRENTLY STUDYING TO
BE A TEACHER AFTER SPENDING MMOST OF MY TWENTIES TRYING TO FIND MYSELF
AND NOT BEING TOO BOTHERED ABOUT 'CAREER OR RESPONSIBILITY ETC' I FEEL
NOW I AM TRYING TO PREPARE MYSELF FOR
MY 30S BY DOING SOMETHING THAT IS WORTHY OF MY OWN POTENTIAL. WILL MY
SATURN RETURN BE RELATED TO THIS? PERHAPS YOU CAN TELL HOW IT WILL EFFECT
ME, I DON'T KNOW ENOUGH ABOUT ASTROLOGY TO TELL.THANK YOU FOR ANY HELP
YOU CAN GIVE. -- Kate
in the UK
March 3,
2004: I have never been more moved by the words of someone i have yet
to meet. I just found your Blog and you sound like an extraordinary
woman.... Thanks so much for you time and care. You have a very generous
soul and I will be sure to follow your site with interest. -- Kait in
Melbourne
March 1,
2004: I read your article of solar return and got to know the event
that happen with individual at his solar return. My date of birth is
xxx (Place of birth is Gurgaon, INDIA) i.e i am on the verge of solar
return and quite truely i am very much under pressure to make some hard
decisions. Can u please tell me some of my future trends or what decision
should i take at this moment so that my life for the next 30 years is
not painful. -- Ravi in Gurgaon
February
28, 2004: I am fascinated by the depth of which your article details
Saturn's return. For the last couple of years everyone from my well
informed GP to my spiritually aware great aunts have told me about this
stage. For some time have been aware of a gentle knock at the door but
it seems in the last month someone has been trying to hack in down with
a axe. Choices need to be made and through your web-site I have realised
that the time is now. -- Kait in Melbourne
February
24, 2004: After a day, hah, more like months of facing each day wondering
when the undescribable daily struggles will end...internal struggles
more than external...I had to find out what is going on with me. Apparently
I'm in my Saturn Return...so much of what you described seemed to be
fitting. If you can give me any more information on my Saturn Return
I would really appreciate it . This period has been so lonely and seems
like such a daily struggle that the only thing that seems to help is
learning as much as I can about what's going on. Any insight would be
greatly appreciated. -- Melissa in California
February
14, 2004: My name's Paul. I read your great article about the first
Saturn Return and it really hit home. -- Paul in Australia
February
10, 2004: Your site offered great insight on this period of my life.
As scary as it may be, I feel better prepared for the coming years.
-- name not given
February
8, 2004: Hi - thank you so much for providing such a valuable site -
it is wonderful. I am about to enter my Saturn return and I was wondering
of you could give me a little more information about my bith information
- it is xxx. My life so far has been a mix of great blessings and great
losses, so I am wondering how best to proceed- thanks so much -- Michele
in the Midwest
February
7, 2004: I'm a 29 year-old Taurus who is weathering my current return
fairly well. Much pain, yes. But pain that I recognize as growth. My
own birth info: xxx. I'd certainly appreciate any more specific information
regarding my current return that you are able to offer me. What you
offer online has already helped my headset immensely. Thanks.
-- Carl
in the US
February
6, 2004: Thank you very much for the insightful mini-reading. I really
appreciate this information you sent me. It helps me to know that what
I am feeling does have a purpose and provides an opportunity for my
advancement. Much of what you wrote rings true to me... and I am not
talking a little ring like from a tinkle bell, I mean more like a spirit
shaking ring of a gong! -- Melanie in Texas
February
2, 2004: Before I continue, let me say that I truly enjoy your site(s).
Such refreshing and affirming humor. Sorry it's taken me longer than
I'd hoped to write you back! I'm trying to wade through my second semester
of graduate school and it is a real treat to be able to reflect on your
comments after a long day of studies. Thank you so much for helping
me to gain more insight [about] my Saturn return. Much of what you have
recognized is very spot-on, especially the part about being resistant
to change, yet experiencing all-encompassing changes ...someone has
called them "life makeovers." I suspect that I am getting
a life makeover right now. It's taking a little longer than the 'facial'
that I thought I'd come in for! I guess we 8th-house Saturns just aren't
as cryptic as we think we are:-)
I will take your reminder about emotional resilience to heart. You have
given me much to think about. Thank you. -- Eirene in the UK
January
23, 2004: Tonight, I had the immense privilege of reading your extensive
article on Saturn in Cancer ... as
beautiful, disturbing, wrenching and impressive a piece of work as I
have seen in a very long time. My God, what an exceptional text you
have produced. I feel genuinely humbled to have received the experience
of this remarkable manuscript. I just want to grab people by the lapels
and make them sit down and absorb this extraordinary creation. -- Rebecca
in NY
January
16, 2004: I've been reading your website about people born with Saturn
in Cancer and am fascinated. It mentions that you do free mini Saturn
readings via e-mail - is this true? [Nancy's note, yep!] If so,
could you do one for me because I am really struggling at the moment
(as are many of my friends of my age) and would love to have some astrological
insight into that. -- Amy in London
January
2, 2004: What a wonderful thing it is that one minute I can be tapping
away on a keyboard and the next I am receiving such help from afar.
What you said really resonated with me and has helped clarify some matters
in my life. It's nice to be reassured!! You're so right that I feel
drawn to come back to my village but when I'm here, though I find ways
to make myself useful, I find it hard to commit to being here. Aahh..
as I'm writing this I'm finding some answers I think but I'm thinking
I would like to go for a more in depth report.... -- Nigel in the UK
January
2, 2004: Thank you for your response. I am amazed how accurate you were
about my family issues.... -- Azure from Canada
January
1, 2004: Nancy - I can't thank you enough for taking so much time to
look over my chart and reply to me. I was expecting a few lines so I
am totally overwhelmed and extremely grateful! Everything that you have
said makes complete sense to me. -- CK from London
December
26, 2003: I read your description of the Cancer Saturn Return on the
web and found it incredibly helpful. I wonder if you could give me some
advice on my own saturn return? -- Kirsten in Cambridgeshire, UK
December
26, 2003: Wow, what an enlightening article. I am 29 this year and I've
been feeling so many different things. Thank you for helping me define
and understand all of my frequently changing, tumultuous emotions. --
Tara
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EARTH ANGELS
- Saturn in Cancer
Xxx1
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(female with Saturn in Cancer)
You will
have a lifetime of developing your spirituality. You have many gifts in
the healing arts, such as psychic, intuition and you have a great love
of the truth. You have great wisdom and insight to impart to others, once
you begin to have confidence in yourself in these ways. Especially your
intuition is a gift of god. Many people do not truly understand what intuition
is all about, so take some time to learn about this for yourself.
These gifts are quite separate and apart from your emotional development.
and it will take awhile before you can integrate them well into your own
self though you have always been able to apply them in helping others.
Sometimes perhaps you become philosophical about something before your
have "nursed your wounds" emotionally.
You have unlimited potential in the use of your higher mind and will do
well with a lifetime of learning, be it formal or informal. The things
you will want to learn about are worldviews, systems of belief, perhaps
mythology, world religion, belief systems and things that others think
are not practical, but you are learning that the way a person looks at
the world determines everything, every single thing, that happens to them
later.
You will always be wanting to "know" things and not at the superficial
level. You want to understand how the world works, how people work, what
it means to be a human being and what are the eternal truths about human
nature. Other fields of interest may be philosophy, psychology, and the
new areas of the healing fields that are developing today. Try to make
sure that you allow time for yourself amidst the busy-ness that usually
surrounds you. It is good to take a walk, read a book, and do things that
allow you to communicate with the higher power, with nature and to enlarge
your aura.
Meditation is probably the single most important thing you could do in
this lifetime. It is important for everyone but for you, it is your greatest
gift and entry into the world we are describing. Almost every town has
places that teach meditation for free. Make sure you choose the "best".
Ethics are of the utmost importance to you in this lifetime. Learn to
look with your OWN eyes and you will learn to ignore trendy things and
the big marketplace where people talk about something but do not really
understand it.
You have a great a love for people which you express in a philosophical
way, with the way you believe in people and their ability to progress
in their development, whoever they are. You will help many, many people
in your lifetime, but always your own family will be the most important.
In order to do this, sometimes you must go off on your own and seek your
own counsel. Learn to draw away from the crowd, even the crowd of close
friends, the demand of daily schedule, and find some time to reflect on
life.
One piece of advice: do yourself the best favor you can and have a family
with a man who will be reliable financially and materially. You have had
many lifetimes in which you were the sole provider and you know in your
soul (two English words with different meanings and the same sound) what
a backbreaking and impossible burden this is. You are an incredibly reliable
person yourself and will always do everything you need to do to fulfill
your end of your bargain with others. but this is not the most fair thing
to yourself. Find out what it is like to have an adult partner who can
also pull their share of the load and you will have more joy in your life.
In addition, providing yourself with a loving and stable home permits
you a secure home base from which you can explore these other worlds.
You will have many responsibilities in your life and will take them on
gladly In some ways you may also be responsible for your brothers and
sisters later on if not already. Also you may become interested in making
sure others, people in general, will know the benefits of a good education
and receive one. And you could chose to become a spiritual teacher or
guide, whether formally or informally.
You have a great love for your family, although there have been probably
many disappointments. You will be interested later on in understanding
in much greater depth what this is all about, your heritage and the sorrows
your family has come to terms with over their heritage.
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EARTH
ANGELS - Saturn in Cancer

Xxx3
[click here to see chart] (female with Saturn in Cancer)
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You
have a rather unique situation, Xxx. You have a large destiny (!) one
might say. There is much that fate has in store for you, fate being the
outworking of character. You have chosen a difficult life but a very important
and rewarding life. As you get older, it will become lighter and there
will be a real sense of transcendence, release, freedom and glory for
the second half (after 45). Until them, it may be a bit of an uphill climb.
You may not experience any real JOY until then either, but it is the promise
of this chart that you will fall in love with life and live in glorious
joy on a sustained level later on. That may sound ridiculous at the moment
but remember my words. Also, if you have suffered many losses lately,
a complete wipeout?, take heart. It is loss for gain.
You may
feel overwhelmed at the moment and powerless from time to time but let's
take a larger look at your life.
You will
likely have many responsibilities in your life, far more than most, and
should certainly wind up at the head of something if not "just"
your own family, a business or enterprise, a community effort, etc. And
you will have all of the rich rewards that come with being responsible
and providing for others. Most of this will be a joy. However, I do see
an enormous amount of power, authority and responsibility. This may seem
like a bad joke to you at the moment, but you will grow into it and really
will not be able to avoid it.
For someone
with as much personal power as you, ;life is difficult in the beginning.
As you begin to assume some responsibility and use the power wisely, it
gets easier because actually you will feel much more comfortable that
way rather than looking up to people who don't know their --- from a hole
in the ground.
The key
is to get yourself into a position of power and then heal yourself by
seeing that you use it wisely. The greatest power there is in this world
is love. It is emotional.
HowEVER.
at the same and more importantly, you must seek your own path in life
and you must seek it ardently and "religiously", if you will.
In this lifetime, you are looking for communion with your own Soul. Its
lovely voice got drowned out somewhere along the way when it was crowded
out by the demands and chatter of others. There are too many people in
your life and this needs to be sorted out. Ultimately most of the people
in your life should be subordinates which permits you to use your power
wisely and at the same time seek your Soul in every way possible, reading,
philosophy, religion, faith, language, art, travel, etc, but in time alone.
One of your goals might be to make enough money to give you the time to
explore such things in your spare time. Money = time in today's world.
It is increasingly
imperative to find hope, inspiration and renewal in your own spiritual
growth and in connecting and communing with your Soul.
Ultimately
your chart is about power and the power of love. I do not say this tritely.
I certainly don't mean "love" like Hugh Grant (!) Love is the
alchemical power of changing lead to gold. Love is an active force in
the world, in your world, and in the world of those you will govern.
You have
intimate knowledge of the power of emotions, for good or ill. You are
no stranger to darkness nor to psychology. You are a born psychologist
but this is just a tool. You are to transcend the psychological after
completing your emotional healing and become a spiritual being.
No great
undertaking, no great commitment, no act of greatness was ever pursued
from an intellectual perspective but rather because of an appeal to the
emotions. This is what you are here to rediscover and to enforce cleanly
in your own world.
Women are
the guardians of the emotional realm and are guilty of some of darkest
manipulation and destructiveness because of this, although it is difficult
to "label" because, like poison, it kills secretly and in the
dark. This is the dark realm, the underside of psychology. After you heal
from whatever has stung you and hurt you so deeply -- there was little
nurturing in your world but also a great deal of manipulation that is
very, very difficult to sort out, also because you do not wish to be not
responsible for your own condition. Please separate responsibility for
understanding and label your inner territory clearly and properly. It
is true that in the powerlessness of childhood, people do do things TO
other people. Your greatest responsibility is to label this properly,
perhaps even as evil, and to move on into the light, and into your greater
destiny.
You have
chosen a very arduous life but you are the strongest person you are ever
likely to know.
Let me know
if you have question about this. I would like to know what your chosen
career is at this point and perhaps I can make some suggestions. Your
career is more important in some ways than it is to others. It is the
vehicle through which you will exercise your power for good in the world.
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SOLAR
HEROES - Saturn in Leo

If
you were born roughly between August 1946 through August 1948 and June
1976 through July 1978, your Saturn is in Leo and you are a Solar Hero.
Read more. A full set of articles similar
to the ones on Saturn in Cancer will be published soon. Check back, please.
Xxx2
[click here to see chart] (male with Saturn in Leo)
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You
have greatness within you and you are cowering before it. You want to
lead your fellow men but you found out you were going to lead them down
a blind alley to a dangerous dead end and it freaked you out. So now you
are badly shaken and licking your wounds. Well, you're not the first man
in the world that happened to. Be so glad it happened now and not 20 years
from now. It was like a Saturn Return and will make your real one much
easier. The real one comes in approximately October 2005.
The
lights have gone out temporarily in your world and you think some great
power failed or more importantly failed YOU, but what you don't realize
is that YOU are the person who is supposed to rekindle that fire. You
are the Sun you are looking for. You are the warmth you are looking for.
You are the caring creator you are looking for. Find this out and then
you can lead other men from darkness to light which is your dearest desire.
Re-Create yourself. Create your life and then other men will follow you.
You are free to create any way you choose for you are omnipotent.
There
is greatness within you. Saturn is in the 10th house. Obviously I'm not
describing greatness in some stupid Sunday School sense, like you'll go
to heaven someday if your shoes are all in a row in your closet and you
never step on an insect and never masturbate or hurt a girl's feelings.
Good grief. Get on with it. Life is an exciting adventure or it is nothing
at all.
That's
why I suggested reading about the real lives of real men who accomplished
something "of greatness" and I don't mean some stupid missionary
somewhere or saint or someone with no red blood in them. Read about men
who took life on their own terms and wrestled it down to size! Read about
complicated men who struggled with themselves, personifying it in nature,
but it was their own nature, the darkness within.
When the world rejected Churchill, he learned to do masonry and built
walls. In so doing, he rebuilt himself, his world. We create these things.
We are creators.
Read
Joseph Conrad. The trip down the Amazon is the one you are presently taking.
What you need, my dear young man, is a hero. And if you can't find one,
shame on you. Keep looking until you find one because ultimately it is
you.
Heroes
are everywhere, past, present and future. Personally I prefer mine in
literature and history. They're a little hard to come by out here in Jamul,
California. Churchill and the Duke of Wellington inspire me tremendously
and they had their struggles but they were so much more than that. You
aren't the only person in the world whose map fell apart. Keep a sense
of humor. Keep looking until you find what it is that is great in us,
in humans, in spite of all our stumbling around.
You
are not an atheist. You are the farthest thing from an atheist, but you
looked in all the wrong places for god and I strongly suggest it was to
find someone/something, some greater power that you could easily please.
You can be very lazy that way and sort of smirking about your greatness.
So now that you don't believe in God anymore, you have your greatness
back in the cheapest way possible. You diminished God so that makes you
a man? Think again. It's not that easy.
What
you are looking for is inside of you. You are the God you wanted and you,
unfortunately, are not an easy God to please. See what you have done to
yourself. It is really marvelous.
Someday
when you're an old man in a rocking chair, you can look back and figure
all that out but for now, move forward. You aren't cut out to be a philosopher
which is what that kind of religion really is, and it upset you to find
that out because it upset your little world where you like to have all
the dishes washed and put away. Real life isn't like that . It is much
more wonderful than that. Much more complicated than that and it takes
some red blood to get out there and get a hold of it. In the real world,
people throw up, break dishes, leave them sitting on the sink for days.
Some people, for heaven's sale, don't even have dishes and some people
honestly prefer to use their hands instead. Life is a multifarious and
very wonderful thing, a coat of many, many colors and you chose a very
vapid world that fortunately evaporated in time for you to get a real
life.
You
can be as passive as a 13 year old girl sometimes. Don't sit there and
wait for it to present itself to you, go looking for it.
Find
a hero and emulate him and quit wandering around "looking for one".
They are everywhere and I challenge you immediately to find one and get
on with it. Then you will see what we are capable of and you will find
that within yourself.
Your
fear of the bible and all that is fear of your greatest weakness which
is your desire to please someone or something very pastey and worthless,
and you know it. You fought that away from you so you would not take that
easy route, would not sell out, but YOU did it so at least you have done
something! You want to write the real bible but you have to live a little
to be able to do that.
You
used to try and please God because you thought that was something you
could easily do (be honest with yourself, that is the truth). When you
found out it was a crock of shit, now you are very afraid because you
know something is really going to be asked of you. Don't worry, you can
do it! Look in the mirror and please the only god that really matters,
YOU. You are a very demanding God to please and you will not let yourself
get away with anything superficial. That is how it is written in your
own personal bible.
Be
glad because you are going to get the best out of you. You will not settle
for what religion would have asked, which is practically nothing, the
kind of religion you were holding hands with. The kind of religion you
will find within yourself won't hold your hand and look longingly into
your eyes, she will throw herself down on top of you and ask that you
be a man.
God is within. Read Tolstoy.
I
would be more than happy to do a complete reading for you but in the meantime,
print this out and carry it around with you for a few years.
I
don't get this mean with everybody but this guy challenged my first go
'round and was feeling very sorry for His Great Self :-)
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Xxx4
[click to see the chart] (male with Saturn in Cancer)
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Yours
is the kind of chart that deserves a few hours of interpretation to get
into it with you because we are splashing around, snorkeling and scuba
diving and then all of a sudden there's the Marianas Trench.
But I'm sure
you know that. Your relationship with your mother is everything in this
chart. It is deep, complicated, fraught with tremors, betrayals, desires,
perhaps manipulation, loss,unconsciously eroticized, painful, deep, etc.
When someone has Moon/Pluto, a good working knowledge of psychology is
not optional. This can be especially hard for a male because separating
from the mother is a difficult task for all of us and espeically for a
male with a mother like this where there is such evidence of bonding.
Was she also tragic, lost, wounded ????? That makes it even harder to
"leave" her. If she was bitter and hateful, it is also hard
to leave her because you never got any mothering and it is hard to leave
the table half empty. I will not know the answers to these things because
they aren't shown in the chart but you can ket me know if you want further
amplification.
You are attached to your mother or mother figure in ways you may not even
know there are ways and it is a lifetime of exploring the ramifications
of this and learning to channel these emotional energies (which you think
are cerebral) into something constructive. Hopefuly she expressed some
loving qualities which will help with this though she could have been
a constant psychic drain on you, feeding off your emotional life to keep
herself going -- the moreso if she did not seem to be doing that on the
surface.
I would recommend some form of artistic expression like art or music for
therapeutic value, to help you express some of this and to be in the presence
of others who have struggled through pain and difficulties to a place
of greater understanding (most great artists). A good working knowldge
of psychology is a must -- hopefully something positive and life affirming
like Jungian :-) since you have that nice Sag North Node!
More than most, way more than most, your relationship with mother and
Mother determines your relationship with the world around you and including
your career and the ways you express yourself in that arena. Your public
persona is tied to or controlled by your mother to an unusual degree and
especially if you don't think it is which means you are not conscious
of her tremendous pull on you, for good or ill.
A sister or brother may also be idealized here as an inspirational energy
in your life or you may like to treat others in this monklike way -- "brothers
and sisters", like St. Francis. The problem might be not to make
the sibling too bright because that only makes the mother darker. If you
make the mother darker and sibling lighter you "split" and must
work with that Libra energy to balance -- like the Balance card in the
Tarot deck, particularly as portrayed by Lady Frieda Harris in the Crowley
deck. The Balance lady seems to be standing perfectly still but it is
her never-ceasing DANCE that creates you and me and the world. Also like
Mighty Oya of Africa. Because she dance, I AM YOU ARE.
You would like to ignore most of these things as they require you to visit
those dark areas in the inner world that men feel overwhelmed with anyway.
[Visit Anima Meets Animus if interested
in more information.] You are likely either attracting (1) very psychologically
complicated intense women or male partners who put you into that somewhat
dark and chaotic emotional world or they act it out for you or (2) you
refuse to go there at all and stick with people who don't raise that level
of desire in you, who couldn't possibly "rock your boat" so
to speak. That would be hiding out in the Libra second house and all that
Gemini/Neptune energy.
As I said, a little psychology goes a long way here!
Someone with Moon/Pluto and a Stellium in the 2nd is yearning to have
it happen TO them, being relieved of their emotional virginity and having
erotic desires forced on them so to speak and at the same time trying
to never let that happen, perhaps even feeling superior in some way ("safe")
when others seem to lose control and "go off the deep end".
It is not possible for me to see which side you are working at the moment
but both must be dealt with. A trip to the intense depths and then a stay
on dry ground, while you integrate and balance, then back down you go.
There is actually a three pronged circuit here. The order in which you
do them and your awareness that you have to touch each base of the triangle
periodically is what will keep you both dynamic and stable.
Triangle:
1. dark moon/mother, sorrow, pain, separation, longing, things to be sublimated
in career or in helping others without drowning in them or being suffocated
by them -- I wonder if you had asthma as a kid ?
2. 2nd house/Libra - work hard, make lots of money, have beautiful things
(but don't own beautiful people, please! that's bad use of #1 and #2)
keep it all balanced and aesthetically pleasing and try to forget that
there are dark places you have to visit from time to time in yourself
if you're conscious or in others if you make them do it to you/for you
-- and things that you see in others and yourself that aren't all pretty,
polished and "cleaned up", things you desperately try to avoid
but which chase you nonetheless
3. spiritualized teaching and learning, even fleeing from human entanglements
to commune with the divine -- Wagner's Ring operas with the divine
twins are a good reference point for all these energies and for the depth
you have coupled with a desire to communicate -- there is a challenge
here because you want so much to communicate but what you are going to
have to communicate about is never going to go into words (!) Most with
a chart like this have to sublimate into an art form, whether avocationally
or vocationally. Even just listening to great music , for example, or
looking at the Hagia Sophia is a form of communication or communion
because you are in communion with the person who created this work of
art and you are understanding what they are trying to say and you are
no longer alone
There is a trap door in your chart because you are such an eloquent or
melodious communicator with a turn of phrase -- you must not rip yourself
off by being "glib and smooth" in a self rewarding circuit --
always ask yourself if what you are saying s the highest truth of which
you're capable. If you don't challenge yourself this way you could hide
out your entire life in thinking you are communciating when really you
are just tuning your intrument. You are a virtuoso in this area but you
need to play the right music! (metaphor, natch)
If you go to #3 without stopping by #1 from time to time you'll have nothing
meaningful to say though you will say it beautifully.
If you go to #2 without stopping in at # 1 from time to time ("called
or not, the gods come") you will become depressed and "heavy"
and try to escape into the material world by rationalizing why you are
avoiding your own depths or why you keep attracting people who take you
deep sea diving when you thought it was an afternoon in the jacuzzi --
this use of energy would leave you with some whopping psychological hangovers,
feeling raped, betrayed, full of rage and even just very, very depressed
from time to time
This chart is all about what you have to teach others ultimately and on
the esoteric level what you have to teach others is how to balance light
and dark but first you have to do it yourself (in this lifetime ... you
know how to do this because you have practiced as a wizard in former lifetimes,
but this time, it's the real thing!)
If you know deep astrology, Tarot, you are working with the Gemini Magician
here, the person who duels with the polarities of good and evil. There
is no escaping it. The Libra will balance the polarities of good and evil,
dark and light -- like the black and white squares on the floor of the
temple -- there is not going to be gray in your life but a visit to black,
then white, then black then white. If you get good enough at it, it looks
gray but it's not gray. There is a LOT of power here.
If you are learning the Qabala, you will want to take the magic path not
the spiritual one.
I can't give a chart like this a very mundane reading because it isn't
that kind of life for you. I suggest finding stable employment that permits
you to explore the inner universe and in relationships with others and
that permits you to own and enjoy and learn about, etc., great works of
art, literature, music, architecture, etc. You could be quite lucky at
making money with that packed 2nd house but will only enjoy it to pursue
other things of interest.
Have to stop for now since this is for free. Good luck and thanks for
writing. Sorry for typos, etc.
Xxx5
[click to see the chart] (female with Saturn in Cancer)
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I
have you chart now and am looking at it.
The
choice of a career -- or rather the choice to HAVE a career is significant
at this time and will be one of the most important things you could do
to succeed in life in the next 30 years! Teaching is probably a good goal
since your Sun is in the 9th house but there will come a day -- and I
know this will surprise you to hear this -- that you will be very interested
in the material world and the things that money can buy, so try to train
for as good a job as you can!
You have a very "transcendantal" chart -- your life is mostly
going to be about setting yourself free to be all that you can be. You
don't think like others, you don't process the world like others, you
dont' have the same values, outlook, goals or desires (!)
If ever I have been tempted to use the word "channel" it would
be with this chart. You simply do not breath the same air that others
breath!! So ... I suppose the thing to do is to lovingly get used to this
and to be willing to explore every corner of the universe as time and
opportunity present themselves. You have a cosmc mind and the dimensions
within you to give
this expression, It is not a "small", "personal" lifetime.
The things that concern you are global, timeless and eternal. You are
concerned about the future of humanity, the direction of evolution and
cultivation of the best in the human spirit. YOu may eventually do a great
deal to help redistribute resources in the world.
Your life will have several distinct chapters and each time the "set"
changes, so to speak, you will have grown and changed a lot. Eventually
you will discover and teach that the only sure thing in life is change
and the
only safe place to be is expecting it.
Each time you have a major change in your life, your life will get better
by
the way..
You also have strong telepathic and prophetic gift. Although you are "casual"
person, you have great impact on those around you, the moreso as
you get older.
Last but not least, your mother or your childhood relationship to your
mother is what holds you back but you must also see the postiive in it
and
let this inspire you.
Thank you for writing and expressing interest in the Saturn Return. The
only significant Saturn Return task at hand for you is to get steady work
and you're well udnersay with that so your Return should be a "breeze".
Would
you like to know about your Saturn Return? Email
me. WHEN YOU REQUEST A FREE MINI READING PLEASE PUT YOUR BIRTH DATE, TIME AND PLACE AND PUT THE DATE IN WORDS, i.e., JANUARY 1, 1955 NOT 1/1/55.
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Masks and are used with their permission. Masks in all cultures and
throughout the ages have had the numinous qualities of powerful archetypes.
In astrology, we compare your mask to your Persona or personality,
as distinct from your Spirit or Soul. Thus you may and we do exchange
masks during our lifetimes, particularly when Saturn cross the Ascendant.
This is an event which happens every thirty years. The Spirit and the
Souls are eternal and do not change. Feel free to change your mask! It
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